What Is Love ?

The Words

Chapter 7
( Glee Club )
Rachels pov :
I walked into the one place I never go back too, the choir room . The last time I was here was the day Finn tried to commit suicide. I walked in and everyone looked at me suprised to see me there. I smiled and sat down next to Kurt . Then suddenly Finn walked in and everyone looked at him and then he looked at me and I put my head down and looked at my feet.

"Okay everyone, first off I would like to welcome back all of you back to school and secondly I would like to welcome back Finn and Rachel. " My dad told everyone.

Everyone clapped and then he continued,

"So does anyone have a song they woild like to sing ? " He asked us.

Everyone looked at me and Finn.

"I guess I'll go." I said.

"Alright Rachel!" He said and clapped as I got up .

I told the band what I was going to sing and then started at the piano.
(Rachel )
All of the lights land on you
The rest of the world fades from view
And all of the love I see
Please please say you feel it too
(Thinks about Finn but keeps going)
And all of the noise I hear inside
Restless and loud, unspoken and wild
And all that you need to say
To make it all go away
Is that you feel the same way too

And I know
The scariest part is letting go
'Cause love is a ghost you can't control
I promise you the truth can't hurt us now
So let the words slip out of your mouth

And all of the steps that led me to you
And all of the hell I had to walk through
But I wouldn't trade a day for the chance to say
My love, I'm in love with you
(Tears come down her cheek)
And I know
The scariest part is letting go
'Cause love is a ghost you can't control
I promise you the truth can't hurt us now
So let the words slip out of your mouth

I know that we're both afraid
We both made the same mistakes
An open heart is an open wound to you
And in the wind of a heavy choice
Love has a quiet voice
Still your mind, now I'm yours to choose
(Takes a deep breath )
And I know
The scariest part is letting go
Let my love be the light that guides you home

And I know
The scariest part is letting go
'Cause love is a ghost you can't control
I promise you the truth can't hurt us now
So let the words slip out of your mouth
(End of song )
Everyone clapped for me and whistled. I smiled and looked at Finn and he looked back at me . After school I went out to my car .

"Rachel wait!" I heard a voice yell.

I turned around and saw Finn. I waited as he caught up too me.

"What do you want Finn?" I asked him once he caught up to me.

He stood there and froze as if he was about to say something.

"Come on I don't have all day." I told him.

Suddenly out of no where he pulled me into a hug and said nothing. I was shocked by his reaction and at first it was uncomfortable but then it felt right as if this what I needed. I pulled away from him and then said ,

"Finn I..."

"It's not your fault Rachel." He told me.

"What?" I asked him.

"I didn't just lose a sister the day Quinn died. I lost a friend too, and I lost you. I shouldn't have said the things I did that day. I should've told you how I felt please forgive." He asked me .

"Finn , I know you weren't upset with me and I know you were hurt and upset with yourself but you hurt me a lot and I don't think I can just forgive you like that." I told him.

"What do I have to do to fix us?" He asked me.

" I'm sorry Finn , I want to forgive you but I just... I can't I'm sorry." I said.

I got into my car backed out keeping the tears in and left.