Play With ME(EXO SPG story)

THIRTY FOUR

*B A E K H Y U N *

It's been two months since Bree left and I am missing her so badly. We're back to our usual routine as idols. Lay hyung and I are still in that situation where we will just talk and interact in front of the camera in a civil way. The friendship, the closeness. They're totally gone. Same with Kyungsoo. Rumors spread that we had somewhat like a bromance quarrel. OTPs gone bad as they say. I have been close to Chanyeol recently. We exchanged rooms. Lay and Kyungsoo shared rooms and I have to stay with either Chanyeol or alone in the living room at times. I tried my best to find a way na macontact si Bree pero kahit ang manager namin nagsabi na mabuti nga yung si Bree na mismo ang pumutol sa lahat ng ugnayan namin. Kyungsoo's been mentioning her lately. I heard him once said that he misses her and maybe he thinks he feels something for her. I hated that fact. Bree seems to like Kyungsoo as well but I was holding on to that night when it happened and I always remember her say my name.

I'm sulking again. It is a weekend and there is no schedule. Suho hyung went out with Sehun for buying new sets of clothes for the upcoming fansigning events. I hate going out these days. I don't want to spend time with the other members. Chen has been clingy to Xiumin hyung. They're cute together. Xiumin hyung is really nice, I wish the other members would be like him. Nakakapagod na kasi ang kasungitan ni Suho hyung. Simpleng bagay, nagagalit. Si Sehun lang yata ang maayos sa paningin niya.

"Lalim nyan Baek, samahan kitang sisirin?" pang aasar sakin ni Chanyeol. Nanunuod ako ng TV ngayon sa living room pero wala naman doon ang atensyon ko.

"San ka galing? Kala ko sumama ka kina Xiumin hyung sa cafe?" Pinausog niya ako at umupo sa tabi ko.

"Si Kai, naunahan ako. Wala nang space doon sa kotse. Basta libre, alam mo na." Si Kai nga naman. Pulubi yan samin eh. Mukhang libre.

"Channie, kumusta na yung sabi mong pwede mong mapagkunan ng info about Bree. Yung girl na one time nagmessage sayo" ungkat ni Baekhyun.

A few days ago, may nagDM kay Chanyeol asking if he really is OT9's Chanyeol. That girl has Bree in some of her posts. She could possibly be Bree's friend.

"Ah, she never replied after I told her that I am possibly the real Chanyeol. If so, what will she do?" Napakamot si Chanyeol sa batok. Wrong answer daw kasi yun. Dapat daw sana, nagkunyari lang siya at nagtanong kung sino yung girl na kasama niya kasi she seems familiar pero mali daw kasi ang diskarte niya.

"No,it's okay. Maybe she hasn't checked her DMs yet" pag aalo ko sa kanya. He's been helping me enough to get infos about Bree's whereabouts. There's something bothering me and  it makes me really want to find her.

"Probably. Anyway, I'll do the best I can. Wait!" Napaigtad ako sa biglang pagsnap ni Chanyeol ng daliri niya. "Do you remember the time na nakita natin yung profile data ni Bree sa cellphone ni manager noona? Yung pinaprint niya kay Chen hyung? Hanapin natin sa office!"

Nanlaki ang mga mata ko. Bakit di ko naisip yun?

"Can you help me with it, Channie? I feel something is going on with Bree and I need to know." I said with now a bright smile on my face.

"Sure, I'll do what I can. And Baek, have you ever thought of the possibility that Bree could get pregnant?"

The question startled me. I was just worried about Bree but I never really thought of that possibility. I was to engrossed with the feelings I have for her and what I will do if I happen to meet her again.

"Oh god!" I muttered.

"Don't tell me you haven't thought of it. Tangengot ka talaga!" Natatawang binatukan ako ng mahina ni Chanyeol.

"Honestly, no. But that thought worries me. What if she really gets pregnant?"

"Then we will have a tiny Baekkie!" Chanyeol announced happily. Ang weird, parang siya ang ama kung maka excited naman.

"We have to find her. Di ako mapakali. Kelangan ko na siya makita. Miss na miss ko na siya. I think I have fallen so badly in love with her, Channie" I said sadly.

"Yes, Baek. Don't worry, I will help you with this. At the moment, let's keep this as a secret. Don't tell anyone unless they're the ones to mention this to you first, okay?"

I am happy I have a friend like Chanyeol.

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* B R E E*

Nanginginig ang mga tuhod ko habang hawak hawak ang pregnancy test kit. It shows two red lines. Aya was so happy she jumped up and down with joy. I don't know how to feel. I don't even know who got me pregnant. Was it Kyungsoo or Baekhyun. I happened to know what those two bastards did to me. How? I remembered it after dreaming about it many times. It occurred to me when small fragments of them kept flashing in my brain. They drugged me. Those crazy evils. And Baekhyun...I don't know if I feel something about him but as time goes by, there's a part of me that misses Baekhyun's affectionate way of touching me. His words...that night...he said he loves me. I want to believe it. But when I left the dorm, I told myself I woudn't get involved with any of them ever again! But now, what?! This happened!

"Bree!!!!! Kyaaaaa!" Aya shouted happily. "May baby ka dyan sa tummy mo. Oh my gosh! Baekhyun's baby is inside you!"

"I'm not sure if it is his. I told you already what happened" I said sadly. I feel frustrated rather than happy.

"Kahit sino pa ang ama nyan, bubuhayin natin yan, okay? I will be here. I support you all the way. From now on, you should take care of yourself well. Tutulungan kita. Tayo ang bahala sa baby, okay?" Buti pa si Aya. Samantalang ako. Ako na nagdadala ng baby, walang anything na iniisip para sa kanya.

"Come on! Itigil mo yang pagpapout mo at hindi ka cute. Let's go for a checkup. Tsaka kukuha ako ng makaktulong dito sa apartment. Pag nasa school ako, may makakasama ka. Please Bree, let's think about the baby first before something else, understand?" Makaasta naman tong si Aya parang siya ang ama ng bata.

"Oo na. May magagawa ba ako? Boss kaya kita" pagbibiro ko sa kanya. I suddenly feel a surge of happiness at nahawakan ko ang tyan ko.  "Hey there, baby!" sabi kong nakangiti.

"Excited ako Bree! Dyosa or Adonis yang magiging baby mo. Ang gwapo kaya ni Baekhyun at ni Kyungsoo. Juskoooooo!" Overacting lang si Aya.

Ay naku! Napa face palm na lang ako. Pero, what if si Kyungsoo nga ang ama ng baby ko? Regardless, wala naman na akong connection sa kahit sino sa kanila. I and my child will live our own life without her or his father. I can do this! Fighting Bree!

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