Beautiful Lie (A Shannon Leto Fanfiction)

Chapter II Shanimal, Shanimal, Shanimal

I walk into my room and practically throw myself on my bed.

After we left pretty much everything Shannon said or did seemed off. He didn't seem like himself. Maybe I over thought our whole relationship. Maybe the dates we went on didn't mean anything to Shannon, maybe it was just a type of date like what you go on with your family.

Then how do you explain the way he looks at you, my thought scream.

Every time Shannon and I would met the first time he saw me he would look me up and down and smile. I mean I know Shannon is a big flirt but it just seems different with me.

Great now I'm think like a crazy fan girl.

I roll over onto my stomach and sigh. I don't understand how someone like Shannon could fall for someone like me. I was no one special, I wasn't famous. I was just a simple California city girl. I came from a small family, yes we had money but we weren't rich. Almost every guy I knew thought I was pretty. My sister would always tell me though, "a lot of things are pretty so it doesn't make a difference, the only way it counts as getting attention from guys is if they call you hot or beautiful" my sister words alway swam through my head. They were always that hot ones, the beautiful ones. Shelby is a famous fashion designer, everyone who is anyone buys her clothes. Hannah, well she was always the smart one who every one loved. She is now a famous author and scientist. I however, was no body. I wasn't famous, yes some people called me a model but only Nicole, Shannon and Jared. I've had one photo shoot in the past month. Shannon always tells me to relax that a new shoot will come soon, but I'm starting to doubt it. Shelby and Hannah are right I will never be a somebody, I will always be a nobody.

A single, warm tear danced down my cheek and off my chin. Then I felt a buzz in my back pocket. Jared was calling me.

"Hello" I say wiping my chin off

"Hey, Katherine it's Jared, you ok" he asks

"Ya I'm good and hi" I say

"Listen thanks for what your doing for Shannon it means the world to him" he says

"No problem what are friends for" I say

Jared just laughs a little which kinda offended me.

"What's so funny" I ask a but harsh

"Katherine, your not just a friend to Shannon your much more than that" he says

"Ya well after today it doesn't really seem that way" I say

"What do you mean" Jared asks confused

"He didn't really seem like he wanted me to do this for him" I say

"Well that's because he didn't, he is worried if you do this something will happen and then your guys relationship or whatever it is will end. He has worked really hard at keeping you" Jared explains

"He doesn't need to work hard he has already got me" I say

"Ya I know his last relationship just didn't turn out to well so he is going to make sure everything is right this time" Jared says

"Ya I understand, but I would never use him or take his money" I say

"I know, it's just the girls he likes always end up being assholes who only use him to get to me, or for money, or for Shanimal" he says

"Oh my god" I say and fall off my bed in laughter

I try to stand an get back on my bed but fail so I stay on the floor. Now I'm crying because I'm laughing so hard.

"What, what is it what's so funny" he says super confused, "tell me" he begs

"It's just I've heard so many girls say that but you oh my god it's so funny when you do it" I say calming down