Broken ( a Dancemoms or Dance Moms fan fic )

Deeper and Deeper

Chapter Thirteen- Deeper and Deeper

Maddie's POV

Feeling my phone vibrate next to me, I rubbed my eyes from any sleep.

It was seven in the morning, an odd time for anyone to text me.

Almost everyone knows I don't wake up early.

Of course, I was awoken by a message from Chloe.

{Text Messages}

Maddie -

Chloe --

-- Oh my gosh, please just starve yourself. Or, maybe, if you binge eat all that chocolate we all know you hide in your room, you can purge it. Oops! You already do, yet you're still huge. Haven't you heard of a thigh gap? You barely have one, fat ass.

- I'm done with you, Chloe. Goodbye.

{Text Messages Over}

I bit my lower lip, a bit too hard, causing the metallic taste of blood to pool into my mouth.

It was the best I could do to stop myself from crying.

I stood up, very quietly making my way towards the bathroom.

I had to stop the pain and anger from the inside, that kept brewing itself up more and more.

Finally, I reached the safety of the bathroom, feeling a rush of adrenaline.

Time to stop the pain, Maddie.

I dug the blade into my wrist for the umpteenth time that week, feeling numbness quickly spread throughout my body once again.

Losing track of time, and cuts, I began to dig deeper into my wrists.

Another slash, and I felt a wave of dizziness.

Ignoring it, I continued on, even deeper.

I squeezed my eyes shut, falling limp to the ground.

Everything became hazy, as I furrowed my eyebrows together.

For once, in a while, I was happy.

I was happy because a part of me assumed I was dying, and maybe I was.

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