Living With The Bad Boy Next Door

•.•.•Twenty Seven•.•.•

"You are insane Jaxton," Leah said just shaking her head. I heard the plan as she did, and I even thought he was crazy. I knew for sure that in the end, Courtney would not be the only one six feet under. I was sitting on his lap, leaning my head in the crook of his neck.

Grace became close to all of us. She's only known us for like two weeks now, and she treated us like family as we did her. Kacey grew the closest to her. They hung out like every day, but they weren't official I don't think. I think he's just taking it slow so he doesn't end up heart broken again.

"I'm not saying any of you have to do anything, but like, I need this."

"Dude, you aren't even officially out of school. You'll have your senior year dealing with children and raging fathers. Who is going to watch the child?"

"Who knows," jax said shrugging. "We'll figure it out."

"You shouldn't do this, you'll get killed," Leah said looking to Kacey who tensed up.

"I don't need more dead friends," Kacey said looking away. He got up and grabbed the six pack from the fridge and sat back down. He passed them around, disregarding me of course.

"They'll be okay Kacey, my dad is an FBI agent," Grace said rubbing his leg. They've gotten really close.

"What the hell? You're dad is with the FBI?!"

she nodded like we were stupid. "Why is that such a big deal? Everyone makes such a big deal out of it."

"I smoked pot with you, that's why!" Kacey's heart was racing, and frankly I thought it was the most hilarious thing ever. I was laughing so hard Jax was shifting from the position he was in.

"Like you have anything to worry about," she snorted. "Trust me, I've done way worse."

"Like?"

"You don't need to know, it's none of your business," she said sticking out her tongue. She touched her tongue onto Kacey's cheek.

"RAPE," he screamed really loud.

"Don't joke about rape," I said quietly and leaned into Jax. I was tired more and more everyday. Everything I wanted to do involved the couch. Jax and I barely interacted with each other, because he didn't want to hurt the baby. I love the baby more and more every day. I'm not even that far along and I love it like it was in my arms. Jax draws faces on my stomach all the time. There isn't even a bump, he says we can watch the face grow as my stomach enlarges, I usually punch him by that time.

Leah and Grace are super excited, they already agreed that they were going to be Auntie Leah and Aunt Gracie.

My dreams have been getting worse throughout the pregnancy though. Every night it was a different version of the bad parts of my past. The one's that Jax doesn't know because my family keeps it very secretive. Most people don't even know that I have a sister. People that are oblivious of course, people close to my family think she's living in the Bahamas doing research for a facility she works for.

I hated her, and I still do. My parents tried covering it up, but it got worse and worse as it went on. They caught her a couple times, but they still let her sleep in the same room next to me. Coming into my room as I am huddled in my Disney Princess blanket as she pulls me out of my covers and rapes me for hours it felt like.

"Avery," she whispered coming into my room. She just turned seventeen a month ago before the first time it happened.

I was really tired, so I didn't answer. I kept my eyes closed and acted like I was sleeping. She walked over to my bed and unwrapped me from my blankets. I wanted to wake up and ask her why the heck she was stealing my covers, stating the fact she had plenty in her room.

It began with kissing, she'd kiss my lips and fulfill her desires through an eight year old's body. I lied there trying not to cry or scream. At least the first times it was only her. She invited her friends over sometime after that. I couldn't pretend I was sleeping anymore. I stayed awake, but she didn't care.

"AVERY?!" Jax screamed shaking me awake. I woke up crying and flailing my arms all over the place. I held onto him super tight, I kept crying and crying.

"It's okay baby girl, you can tell me about it whenever you're ready."

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Well it's been awhile hasn't it. Sorry this chapter isn't very good. I'm running out of ideas guys. YIKES. I have other books that I have been writing, check them out if you want. Thanks :)

-Victoria