Living With The Bad Boy Next Door

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Jax's POV.

"What do you mean they got in a car accident?" I screamed into the phone before hanging up and running out of the house to my car.

There was no way that any of them were hurt, or even dead. I was pushing the speed limit by twenty, but I wasn't getting into an accident. Whoever was driving the car that had the love of my life in it, is going to see a side of me that's never been seen before.

When I arrived at the hospital, I ran inside and to the front desk. If they didn't let me back there, I was going to freak.

"Avery Karter," I said quickly.

"Room 157," she said blushing at me. "And later after my shift, we can meet in room 163."

"My girlfriend is in room 157," I said rolling my eyes and running to the room where Avery was.

"Jax I'm so sorry," Grace cried. "I don't know what h-happened."

"You were driving?"

She nodded her head and bursted into tears.

"How could you let this happen?! She's pregnant, and she has enough on her plate right now!" I was screaming in her face. People were looking, but said nothing.

I walked away from her before I did something I would regret. I walked into Avery's room and closed the door.

"Baby," I said kneeling beside her. She was sleeping, her face was swollen. I kissed her fingertips and let tears flow down my face. "I love you so much darling. Do not leave me."

"We have to have immediate surgery," a nurse said coming into the room. "I'm taking you as her boyfriend."

"Yes, why does she need surgery?" I lightly squeezed her hand and kissed it.

"The baby is making her sick. During the car accident they were both severely injured. The child is making her worse."

"But, what will happen with our baby?" I asked trying not to cry.

"It won't make it. She isn't far enough along. The least the baby can be is 24 weeks, and that's not even a guarantee."

"She's sixteen weeks doctor, can you find a way to save our baby?"

"I'm sorry, there's nothing we can do sir. You're girlfriend's life is our main concern."

I kissed Avery's stomach and let a tear fall on her gown. I wasn't worried about anything but Avery right now.

"I love you," I said in her ear before kissing her lips.

They wheeled her away, I followed them wanting to stay with her for as long as possible. My babies were leaving me.

"Jax," Kacey said grabbing my arm and pulling me into a hug. I screamed into his shoulder not sure what to do anymore. Leah was in critical condition as well, but she didn't need surgery.

"Kacey it hurts so bad," I sobbed.

"I know man, I know," he said trying not to cry himself.

"Guys," Michael said coming out of Leah's room. We looked up to him, letting go of each other.

"What is it Mike?" Kacey stepped towards him in concern.

"Leah....she's pregnant?" He sat down on a chair and looked down. "I don't know how, we've been protected to the max. It's impossible."

We stared at him. Leah, was pregnant. She couldn't be.

"Her and the baby are okay, she's seven weeks. Leah is crying and freaking out. She doesn't want the baby, but I do. It's a miracle of life."

"Avery is the exact opposite... The baby's making her worse, so they're forcing her into a c-section."

"Oh, I'm so sorry," Michael said hugging me.

"I'm sorry grace, I shouldn't have yelled at you. Someone must have done this on purpose. You were leaving, they wanted to keep you here."

"Are any of you the father of Avery Karter's baby?" A nurse came running down the hall. I nodded my head and raised my hand.

"I am."

"Would you like to see your child for last goodbye's?"

I looked back at everyone and nodded my head before following the nurse.

"So do you know the sex of the baby?" She looked back at me, then turned her head back to the front.

"We were going to wait, have it a surprise."

"Well you're about to find out."

I gulped and held back a cry.

She looked like she could be dead. Her face was caved in, and her belly was different looking. I couldn't explain it.

"Baby," I said coming close to her. I held her hand, and kissed it. They began to do the c-section, waisting no time at all.

"It's a girl," the doctor said. I shut my eyes and cried. My baby girl wouldn't be able to grow up and do anything.

"There's nothing you can do?" I sniffed and wiped my eyes.

"She's a still born," he said with a sigh. "I'm sorry."

I cried and held Avery's hand. I'm glad she was asleep for this. She wouldn't be able to handle it.
Her anesthesia wore off a couple minutes later. The doctor made it so she would be able to see our daughter.

"Can I hold her?" She was doing everything she could not to cry. She was stronger than you thought.

The doctor handed our daughter to her. She was so small. I couldn't look, but she was so beautiful.

"Jax," Avery cried. "She's beautiful."

"Time of death, 7:47 pm. Still born," the doctor told the nurse.

"Casslyn," Avery whispered as she kissed the baby's head. "Casslyn Brooke."

"We'll get through this," I said kissing her. "I love you."

"I love you too Jax."

I thought about how our Casslyn Brooke would have grown up with us hopefully. If we did manage to keep her, how her life would have been. She would have been gorgeous like her mother. I would have a baseball bat right by the front door for any guy that took her out. She would have grown up, hopefully more dedicated to school then we were. She would have been the girl everyone loved, and cared about. She wouldn't have gotten into any trouble. Not like us.

"I don't want a funeral Jax. It'll hurt too much."

"I understand baby. Anything you want. I'm yours, I'll do anything for you."

When the doctor took the baby away, she kissed me and wrapped her arms around me tightly. We were going to be okay.

Hopefully.

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