Adopted by 5sos

Ignored

Rachel-
I went downstairs to see Michael watching tv "hi Mikey!" I say sitting beside him. "Wanna hangout?, I'm bored!" I say "not now monkey, go bug ash" he says "fine" I say getting up and walking to Ashton's room. "Ash! I'm bored!! Michael told me to come bug you!" I say he had his laptop on his lap. "I'm busy sweetie, maybe after." He says "okay.." I say walking out. I go to see if Luke was busy I walk into his room "hey Lukey! Wanna hangout?" I ask "not now Rachel, after okay? How about you go bug cal?" He says "fine" I say getting up. I pop my head into Cal's room. "Hey cal. The other guys are busy and they told me to bug you" I say I look to see him with his earbuds in. I sigh and go to my room. I sit on my bed and hug my legs. "Rachel? We have a interview, you okay to stay home alone?" Luke says coming in. "Yeah." I say. "Okay, see you after." He says kissing my forehead and waking out with the guys.
Trigger
I wait for the car to be home before walking back to my room. I lock the door before heading into my bathroom. I had gotten a bottle of Michaels pills he had to take I had grabbed about 15 out of the 50 he had left. I go in my bathroom. I lock that door too and out the pills on the counter. The guys should be gone for about 3 hours. I grab paper and write a note to the guys before grabbing the pills and taking them. I grab my razor blade and make 15 cuts. "Thanks for nothing guys" I say I leave the razor blade with the note and walk to my bed I put the note on my nightstand and lay down. I fall into a deep sleep

Ash-
When we got back brownie was whining, "what's the matter girl" I say petting her. "Rachel?" Cal yells. He walks upstairs and I followed him. I try to open her door but it was locked. "Rachel!!" I say. I go to get my keys from downstairs. "Ash!!!!" Cal yells. I drop the keys and run upstairs with Luke and Michael following. I look to see cal in tears. "Cal what hap-" I look to see Rachel laying in bed. Then I see the note. I drop to the ground and start crying . Cal sits beside me trying to calm me down. "I'll call 911" Michael says stepping out of the room. He comes back in a while later. I through the note and her razor out. I get up and wipe my tears. I heard the sirens and the guys and I stood in the hall as the medics come in and put her on a stretcher. The put her in the ambulance. We get in Cal's car and follow them. I was still crying when we go there. I kept asking the doctor when we could see her. He kept telling me when she was awake. I sit beside cal "I knew one of us should have stayed! Or we should have brung her with us!" I say. The doctor walks out and tells us we can go in. I look to see her sitting up in the bed. "Rachel!!" I sat running over and hugging her. "I'm sorry" she says crying into my shoulder. "Hey it's okay, we should be sorry, nobody stayed back with you" I say. "Monkey!" Michael says running in hugging her. The other too walk in and hug her. "Don't do that again" Michael said grabbing her face in his hands. He kissed her forehead and wiped her tears with his thumb. "I'm sorry" she says. "Don't worry about it we're just happy your okay" he says the doctor walked in and made sure she was okay before letting us go home. I pick her up and Michael grabs her bag of teddy bears and follow us. I put her beside me so I could buckle up before pulling her into my lap. She lays her head on my shoulder again. I hold her close and sing the only reason in her eat. When we got home I put one of my shirts on her and let her  sit beside. "Why'd you do this anyway Rachel" Michael said sitting in front of her " I thought you guys didn't want to hangout with me.." She says. "Awe monkey, we were all busy."I said Michael sits on the other side of her and hugs her. "We'd miss you to much if you didn't wake up" I say "I'd never forgive myself if you did" cal said "we're sorry you thought we ignored you"! Luke said "we love you baby girl" Michael says. "We all love you" the boys and I say together. "You're here and safe with you're loving family. And you'll always be safe with us" I say "always?" She Asked "forever and always" I say forever