I Am Ava

The Therapy (2).

...."To help?"i asked her standing up "Yes to help you dear" she replied "What kind of help?" I asked her "Emotional help, i know you're not strong emotionally, Ava your brothers told me what their Dad and their friend did to you, it's not easy to carry all that kind of trauma around, that's why am here,to help you let go of all the guilt and anger." "How... How...can I forget what they did to me?" I asked her. "Dear that's why i am here, i need you to talk to me, to tell me how you feel" she replied me standing up. "How I feel...How i feel? I don't even know how I feel, I don't understand my feelings anymore, I don't...I don't know how I feel."I replied her crying, she came close to me and hugged me and she said "Its alright, how about that guy you like, Eric tell me about it". I then stopped crying and then I smiled a bit "Yes, I like Eric a lot, but the thing is if he finds out everything about me...he'll hate me and the last time we went on a date i couldn't... I couldn't even let him hold my hand..." and I started crying again...