Explaining

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Tris's POV
I wake up in a soft, warm bed. I look around and see the words 'Fear God Alone,' on the wall. I turn over and see Tobias.
Ge looks different, but the same at the same time. I'm still in the same clothes that I was in a week ago. "You're awake," I hear him say. His voice is deeper. He has no shirt on, abs, shoulders, and collarbone exposed to me.
I stare into his eyes. At the times where I thought that I was going to die, I would think back to all the times I was staring into them. When we first met.
"I love you so much," I say. I smile at him.
"I love you too. More than I ever thought possible," I tell him. He leans in and kisses me. Its quick and formal, but inimate and full of longing. I pull away and loon down at the Tris tattoo and the necklace dogtag chain around his neck. Its my engagement ring. I look at it, i pick it up, holding it in my hand as its on a chain around his neck.
"I know your probably wondering what happened to me while I was there," I say. He nods slowly. "And I have to tell you."
"Whenever your ready," he says.
"I'm ready," I say. I think that this will be harder for him to hear than for me to talk about. Knowing him he'll start regretting not killing them. "Well, I got kidnapped on our anniversary and was injected with something. I was knocked out for about a week. I woke up and heard voices. They all sounded very uodet about something. Little did I know m, I was pregnant. With you child," I say.
"You were pregnant?" He asks.
"Was. They found out somehow and beat me. I had a miscarriage and then theybstarted doing other things to me. Molly, she would burn and cut me. Peter and Eric they- th-they would rape me. Marcus, he would whip and rape me," I say. Memories come back to me like a wave.
Tobias stands up and paces, fists clenched, veins in his arms visible in a sexy way. "They touched you?" he asks. I nod.
"Yes. I couldn't do anything to stop them. I was tied up and as they were doing that they would make rude remarks about my body. I actually tried killing myself," I say. I can't hold back now, I let it all out. I sob. Tears are streaming out from my eyes.
"Its okay, Baby. I'm here. You're here now, with me. I'm going to protect you with everything I can. I love you," he says. He gets on the bed and lays down. I lay down on his chest as he wraps his arms around me. Protecting me from any harm that comes our way.

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