"Ok, that's what it is, I see the game, the hoes come, the season's change
The hoes go, we rearrange, fuck up her life, she'll never be the same
The old G's that beat the game, forever young, Peter Pan
35? Still playin', child support? Still payin'
Jugglin', bill payin', been runnin' round, field dayin'
Wine and dine, meal payin', with hopes that she'll land
The bed and, get wet then, give head then, you bet man
The same girl who said we just met man, game colder than the fuckin' dead man
One night stands, no best man, no bridesmaids or Reverends". - J. Cole
Devontay Pov
It had been a week since me and
Ania last seen each other we would text and talk on the phone but lately she been busy and I've been going through shit. I hope I can see her soon though I had something I wanted to talk to her about.
My phone began to ring snapping me out of my thoughts. I picked up and it was my lil sis tasia.
"Dev you gotta get home quick shit getting to real." I could tell she was serious by the tone of her voice. Lately my parents been arguing more than ever and it seemed as if my daddy was getting a lil aggressive. I quickly drove home and the entire ride all I could think was what I was gone do to my dad if he put his hands on my moms.
I walked into the house to find tasia crying on the stairs I quickly ran to comfort her.
"You dirty ass mutherfucker maybe if you learned to keep your dick in your pants this would of never happened." I could hear my moms yell. I couldn't help but wonder what happened.
"Look I didn't mean to cheat it was an accident baby I'm sorry" I heard my dad yell. The saddest part about what he said was I know he didn't mean one word. My dad had been cheating on my mom for as long as I can remember. When I was 12 he would take me with him to hoes house. Let me tell you these hoes had to be 18 maybe even 17. But long story short as a result of that I lost my virginity by the time I was13. My dad made me feel like that was the life Everyman was supposed to live I've done everything I can to be like him I guess you can say I idolize him in a way.
"What do you mean we can fix this!!! You have AIDS King!! I can't even look at you right now! I don't even want you in my house just go!! and I will have papers for you to sign soon."
At at moment it's like everything In the room froze. I couldn't believe it My daddy's fucked up ways finally caught up to him. And here I AM trying to be like him.
And that's when it hit me. I don't wanna be like my daddy anymore. My moms is upstairs more but than ever and it was all because of him.
"Dev you Alright" Tasia began saying while shaking me.
"Yea I'm fine" I said. I lied because honestly I didn't know what to think or what to feel at that moment.
Tasia went upstairs to comfort my mom and decided to just leave the house.
I got in my car and just began to drive. I felt like I needed to talk to somebody about this but I didn't know who. Ania crossed my mind a couple times but I didn't know if I could trust her.
After about 20 min I decided to call Ania.
"Hey boo" she said when she answered the phone
"Hey, you home right now?" I asked
"yea, why what's up?" She asked
"Can I come chill with you for a lil I need someone to talk to" I said trying to hide the fact that I was kinda upset.
I could tell she knew something was up because the tone in her voice changed.
"Dev of course you can" she said
"Iight be they in 10"
While headed to Ania's house I couldn't help but think about everything that went down. The fact that my daddy has AIDS kept replaying in my head eventually causing my stomach to hurt.
I pulled up to Ania's house and called her to open the door.
As soon as she opened the door she pulled me in for a hug and I couldn't help but to hold her in my arms as tight as possible.
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Ambitious Love
किशोर उपन्यासso me and a friend decided to write a story together. its a urban love story. im telling you now there will be explicit words and sexual content. gives us feedback and comments
