Okay, so literally I have made so many promises woth this book, but i have no interest in it anymore.
I wanted a co-author but nobody wanted to do it. So it is what it is .
But anyway, on a serious note. Within the year, I have been in two comas. Well, they were both because I wanted to end my life.
I thought it wasn't worth it.That if i died life would be better for everyone. But I'm so glad i got a third chance at life. Most people don't get that. But im so glad i did.
Yes i still am depressed. But i no longer feel the need to kill myself. Or even think about it and i got a tattoo. The one in the picture to remind me that even at my lowest point I dont want to write my ending. I dont wanna be the cause of why i die. And I'm so thankful i realize that now.
Anyway, this story won't get updated anymore unless I'm completely bored or think of a good ending for it and end it there.
Also, if tou need anyone to talk to. I'm here.
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