Finally found you - Blake Gray

12. Grow up

Victoria's P.O.V:

My eyes are closed
My mind is blown
For all it perks
It's still unknown
I have been locked
With 2 people that meant
Something incredible
My mother is who to blame
For the feelings that I thought were lame

Poems always formed in my dreams
It's so incredible I would scream
Blake or Harvey have not noticed my fear
To get close to them
For a broken heart that would form
In the end
Stories I know
Don't always end the way everyone chose

My mind is empty like the sheet of paper of my homework. I am a wake but my eyes forbidden me to see. The room was silent, a vibrant feeling under my head shot open my eyes. I slid my hand under my pillow reaching for my phone.

Cameron: VICTORIA

Cameron: me and Aaron have a problem!!!

Cameron: the door doesn't want to open.

Cameron: literally

Cameron: I am rolling on the floor, verge of crying rn!!!

Cameron: please answer....

Me: good morning to u too

Cameron: finally you answered, tell me why isn't it opening and oh yh good morning even tho it's like 1 pm.

Me: umm u know...like.. how do I put this

Cameron: ...

Me: just read what it says on the screen next to the door

Cameron: okay

Me: ......

Cameron: aye WHAT?! What doesn't it mean by locked

Me: locked like u can't get out dummy

Cameron: eh I am going to get bored.. I am hungry I need the bathroom

Me: there is a tv some games like Xbox and that.. There is a mini kitchen in the room just look for a door also there is a toilet. So don't worry

Cameron: why is it locked Anyways

Me: stupid mum

Cameron: young lady don't talk about my aunt like that

Me: whatever she locked us in so I am calling her stupid

Cameron: what do u mean by 'us'

Me: everyone in the house is locked in

Cameron: lol I wanna see how well they are taking this

Me: but you Arn't 😐

I put my phone back under my pillow. Closing my eyes shut for a second just to think about everything that happened in my life. I haven't spoken to the girls since Monday night which was a day ago and I haven't replied to any of there messages which I know I am having my funeral soon. Austin crossed my mind for a second, do I still like him or did I find someone new but it's so confusing because according to my heart there is two, that is just not normal. I should just ignore these weird feelings.