After (Larry Stylinson) WILL NOT BE COMPLETED

Chapter 19:

thanks to @toasty_pandaa 

"What the actual hell was that? You and Harry.. Are you and Harry like messing around?" He asks me and covers his face in mock horror.

"No! No way! We aren't messing around" I tell him. Are we? No, we just happened to kiss, twice. And he took my shirt off, and I was basically humping him but we aren't messing around. "I have a girlfriend remember?"

"So, that doesn't mean you can't mess around with Harry. I just can't believe this! I thought you guys hated each other. Well Harry hates everyone but I thought he hated you even more than his normal hatred for people" he laughs. "When did this even.. how did this happen?"

I sit on his bed and run my fingers through my hair. "I don't know. Well Saturday when you left the party I ended up in his room because this creep tried to hit on me and I kissed Harry. We promised to never speak of it again but then he came by today and he started messing with me, not in that way" I tell him after seeing his smirk grow. "Like he was throwing my stuff around and I pushed him and then somehow we ended up on the bed" I tell him. It sounds so bad as I repeat it. I really am acting "slutty" just like my mother said. I put my hands over my face, how could I do this to Natalie, again?

"Whoa, that sounds hot" Tristan says and I roll my eyes.

"It's not, it's terrible and wrong. I love Natalie and Harry is a jerk. I don't want to be another conquest of his."

"You could learn a lot from Harry.. you know sexually" he says and my mouth falls open. Is he serious? Is that something he would do.. wait has he? Him and Harry?

"No way, I don't want to learn anything from Harry. Or anyone besides Natalie" I tell her. I can't imagine Natalie and I making out like that. My mind replays Harry's words "You're so sexy, Lou" he said. Natalie would never say something like that. No one has ever called me that before. I feel my cheeks heat as I think about it. "Have you?" I ask him. I need to know if him and Harry have slept together.

"With Harry? No, I haven't had sex with him. Well, maybe we had a little fling when we first met as embarrassing as that is to admit. But nothing came from it, we were sort of friends with benefits for about a week. It doesn't really matter though" he says like it's no big deal. I can't help the jealousy that stirs inside me.

"Oh.. benefits?" I ask, my mouth is completely dry and I find myself suddenly annoyed by Tristan.

"Yea, nothing too big. Just like a few heavy make out sessions, a grope or two. Nothing serious" he says and my chest aches. I am not surprised really, but I wish I wouldn't have asked in first place.

"Does Harry have a lot of friends with benefits?" Even if I could already guess the answer, I don't want to actually hear it.

"Yea, he does. I mean not like hundreds but he's a pretty.. active guy" he says and I can tell he is sugar coating it for my sake. I make the mental decision for what feels like the hundredth time to stay away from him. I will not be anyone's friends with benefits. Ever. "He doesn't do it to be mean or use these girls or guys, they pretty much throw themselves at him and he lets them know from the start that he doesn't date" he defends him. I remember him telling me that before.

"Why doesn't he date?" Why can't I stop asking these questions?

"I don't know really.. he just doesn't. I think you could have a lot of fun with Harry, but I also think it could be dangerous for you. Unless you know you will never develop any sort of feelings for him, I would stay away. I have seen a lot of girls fall for him and it's not pretty" his voice is full of concern.