"Babe, wake up"
I turned the other way and put the covers over my head. "Leave me alone...."
"Wake up" he sat next to me.
"No...." I groaned.
"Hana......."
I ignored him.
"Dul......"
Why is he counting down?
"I'm gonna give you one last chance~ Wake up" he said.
"I wanna stay on bed...." I held the covers tighter over me.
"You sure?" He asked.
I nodded.
"Set!"
He lifted up the covers.
"Ahhh! Jimin!!!" I grabbed my pillow and covered myself.
He became extremely red and looked away. "Wh-Why didn't you tell-...."
V: What's going on in.... O_o (closes the door)
"Jimin! Get out! Get out!" I threw the pillow at him.
He walked out without any other words.
I sat there, my heart racing fast and feeling very embarrassed. I got out of bed and changed into sweats and a hoodie. Gosh that was so embarrassing....maybe I shouldn't wear these types of things to sleep. But how was I supposed to know....Aish!!!! I kicked the side of the cabinet. I took a deep breath and walked out into the living room, it was so quiet.
V was avoiding me and so was Jimin. This is so degrading...
Jin: Good Morning~
I sighed.
Suga: I take it it's not so good.
RM: Did you see a ghost Noona?
Jungkook: She saw 2 (points at V and Jimin)
J-Hope: Tsk tsk tsk. The best friend and the boyfriend.
"Good Morning..." I changed the subject. "Umm, are you guys going out?"
Suga: Yeah, they brought us breakfast. Go eat.
Jungkook: Yes, you shouldn't skip breakfast.
I nodded and went to grab some food. I wasn't really hungry though, I sat there looking at my food.
Jungkook: Noona are you alright?
"Hmm? Oh yeah. I was just thinking." I smiled slightly.
To be honest this mornings embarrassment wasn't all I had on my mind. I had a date with Kai tonight, Jimin didn't seem to mind much after I had that talk with him.
"Where are you guys off to today?" I asked.
Jin: We have 2 performances
Suga: 2 interviews
Jungkook: And a fan signing.
J-Hope: It's going to be a long day Noona.
V: ;__; we won't be home until late.
Jimin: Will you be okay?
I nodded.
Suga: Any plans today Noona?
"Not until tonight, I might call Becca and see if she can hang out or skype with Wendy." I said as I picked at my pancakes.
Jimin: What's tonight?
I looked at him.
As if he didn't already know -_-"
"Nothing important..." I said.
Jungkook: Noona
I looked up at him.
Jungkook: Smile ^^
I smiled at him.
Suga: Alright well we're gonna get going. Have fun.
Jin: You sure you'll be okay?
I nodded.
V hugged me good bye and smiled.
I hugged him back. "Be careful and do your best."
RM: You're gonna watch us right?
"Of course. Then I'll be mimicking your little winks and 'flirt' faces with the camera" I giggled.
They laughed.
RM: Whatever.
"Alright. Well have fun" I smiled.
They walked out of the house. I sat there at the table still thinking of what I was going to do about Kai. I can't possibly be ALONE with him, he'd try to make a move. The door opened again. I looked up.
"I forgot something" Jimin said.
"What'd you forget?" I asked.
He came towards me and kissed me. "That." He smiled. "I'll call you later. Be good for me"
I smiled. "I will"
He kissed me again and made his way out again.
I ate a little and decided to call Wendy. I haven't really been talking to her, mostly text messages.
"Hello"
"Hey, I need to tell you something."
"Kai?" She asked.
O_o "how'd you know?" I said.
"It's all over the internet....girl you are gonna get mad hate." She said.
"Wait, what does the internet say?" I asked.
"Well it says you guys were spotted at the beach, getting 'close & personal', but aside from that nothing really. How'd you even meet him?" She asked.
I explained.
"No. Don't go on that date! Karen if you do then the fans will go crazy, besides why would you even agree? Maybe Becca was gonna tell you or maybe she did go to orientation then she met up with Chanyeol? You never know." She said.
I sighed. "I wasn't thinking straight. But Jimin knows, he just....I don't know. He didn't really care in a sense."
"What if there's cameras?" She asked.
"I don't know if there will be. But maybe, I'm not sure." I said.
"If I were you I wouldn't go. It'll cause problems." She said.
"Aish...."
This is a real dilemma for me.
"Call Rebecca and tell her." She suggested.
"What do I say?" I asked.
"The truth! Tell her before Kai messes everything up!" She said.
"Okay okay. I'll call her" I said.
"Whale just call me later, by the way...congrats"
"On what?"
"Jimin and you! Everyone knows now so it's not a secret...."
"Oh yeah. Thanks."
"Well I gotta go now, but yeah definitely call me later" she said.
"Alright"
-click-
Okay, now to call Rebecca.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
-BTS-
Suga: Jimin and V sure are quiet
RM: Karen seemed to be uneasy when she walked out of her room.
Jin: She seemed extremely awkward and embarrassed.
Jungkook: Maybe Noona was hardly wearing clothes to bed?
J-Hope: How do you know?
Jungkook: I mean...it's kinda obvious. She wouldn't had been so embarrassed and quiet if it were something different...right?
Suga: hmm....well he kind of has a point.
RM: Why are we talking about this?
Jin: They're never this quiet, that's why.
RM: It's just...talking about this kinda makes me picture it....
Suga: Ehh Hyung!
Jin: That's just wrong.
Jungkook: I can't believe you just said that!
J-Hope: Who knows what else goes through that mind >_<
RM: No! Not like that I mean like you know you're saying Noona with very little clothes and...oh nevermind!
Jungkook: I'm telling
RM: No! She'll think I'm weird.
J-Hope: Weird? Is that even an accurate word for what you just said?
Jin: Jimin (taps his shoulder)
Jimin took his headphones off. "Hmm?"
Guys: What'd you and V see?
Jimin: See?
J-Hope: (pokes V)
V opens his eyes.
Suga: V what'd you see?
V: See?
RM: This morning.
Jin: When you went to Karen's room.
V: •///•
Jimin: Ahem....
Jungkook: I know I'm right. Noona was probably indecent.
Jimin: Jungkook! How would you know?!
Jungkook: Well, I had an awkward encounter once. It was late at night and I was sleeping with V and I had to go to the restroom so I got up and walked out. Noona was coming out and she was just in a tank top and.....well......(gets too embarrassed to say it)
Suga: Panties
V: (pinches him) perv!
Suga: Aahh! (Rubs his arm)
Jimin: You saw her?!!
Suga: No, if I would've I would've told her something.
Jungkook: Like what?
Suga: (shrugs) Nice Panties?
Jimin: -.-"
RM: Did she see you?
Jungkook: (Nods) she did. She went into her room then waited for me to come out and she was wearing shorts then she apologized like a million times to me. But I told her it was okay, she said nobody ever got up that late to go to the restroom so she just went like that.
Jin: Were you shocked?
Jungkook: A little. I didn't expect to see Noona in such a way. But she's like my older sister so I just brushed it off.
J-Hope: Jungkook is like her secret favorite.
Jungkook: I am ^^
V: I was the favorite first. Jimin was the secret and you....you're the Maknae of course she's gonna love you.
J-Hope: So what'd you see?
RM: Yeah, share.
V: I saw....
Jimin: Uhhh....
V: Legs. I saw her legs.
Suga: Her legs?
Jin: I can't believe we're talking about this >\\<
V: I mean from my view it seemed like Jimin was about to attack her!
Jin: JIMIN!
Jungkook: Tsk tsk tsk.
Suga: Damn Jimin, calm down.
RM: For real.
Jimin: No! I was trying to get her out of bed and then she covered herself up and I lifted the blankets up and that's when she screamed and she covered herself with that big pillow she sleeps with!
Suga: O_o so she was naked?
Jimin: No she had clothes on but just not as much.
V: it didn't seem like she had any at from my point of view.
Jimin: She had a white tank top on with little shorts....
J-Hope: .........
V: Ahem. So are we there yet?
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"NO! This is unacceptable!"
"But...you-"
"I didn't ditch you. I really did go to orientation, I got a message from Chanyeol if I was free afterwards and I went to meet up with him. I'd never ditch you for a guy, come on now twin"
I sighed. "Well...I still have this Kai problem. I think Wendy is right. Especially now since Jimin and I have told the guys we're together. I don't wanna seem like...you know"
"Then tell Kai you can't go, be like 'I ain't got time for you' besides Jimin and you~ perf. You look better with him anyway, so who cares about Kai."
"That's mean, I can't just tell him to 'F' off." I said.
"Well, what'd Jimin say?"
"Nothing really. I told him but he didn't seem to really care but I'm afraid that what Wendy said will be true then I'll be mistaken as Kai's girlfriend then Jimin will get all mad and go public or something then I'll look bad and seem like a two-timer. Becca I don't know what to do!!"
"Maybe Jimin has a plan?"
"Plan? What do you mean?" I asked.
"He purposely wants you to go out with Kai so that he can be all 'Aye! That's my girl' and kiss you in front of Kai, that moron, then Kai will be all sad and it'll be brilliant!" She laughed.
I took a deep breath. "Maybe we should make it a double date....please?"
"Double date? No way. I'm not gonna be able to stomach Kai being there, his presence is repulsive to me...no."
"But you'd have Chanyeol!"
"I would but then Kai would take advantage of that and try to take you away and Chanyeol will be the distraction." She explained.
"True. It's already happened...hmmm...well what do I do?" I asked.
"Reject! Reject! Reject! Tell him you already have someone!" She said.
"Okay...."
"Why are you so nervous?" She asked.
"Because it's Kai..he IS my EXO bias." I chuckled.
"Noooo!!! No more biases for you! You already have JIMIN!!!" She yelled.
"Alright! Alright! Geez...okay. I'm gonna get ready now. I'll call you as soon as I'm done with my date." I said.
"You better update me every....no wait on second thought, I will blow up your phone so nothing happens!"
I laughed. "Whatever dude. Haha. I'll ttyl kay?"
"Don't dress too sexy....heck you shouldn't even try. He ain't worth it anyway, I mean you always look pretty but Kai doesn't deserve any of that"
"I'll try to keep it at a minimum" I chuckled.
"Kay, be careful twin! Text me!"
"I will" I smiled.
-click-
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-Date-
Kai: Wow...
I smiled slightly. "Hey..."
He kept looking at me a bit speechless. I didn't really do anything special but he seemed to like the way I looked.
Kai: I wasn't expecting you to look so beautiful. More than usual. Well....like before...you know what I mean.
"Thank you" I smiled. "I try"
He smirked. "There's no reason for you to try..."
I cleared my throat. "So what're the plans?"
"I could just skip to the end..." He bit his bottom lip.
"Excuse me?" I asked.
"Ahem, nothing. Sorry, it's just you look...wow." He said.
"Mmmhmm...so....."
He put his arm around me without a second thought and we walked.
"Where are we going?" I asked.
"What do you want to eat?" He asked.
"It doesn't matter...anything, I have to be home soon." I said.
"Home? But it's a date, don't tell me you've got a curfew?" He looked at me.
"No, but-"
"Okay then come on" he smiled.
We stopped at this luxurious car, the door was held opened by the driver.
"Good evening madam" he said in a polite manner.
Kai smiled and gestured with his chin to get in, I slightly smiled and got inside.
"So where are we going?" I asked again.
"It's a surprise. Here put this on" he handed me a blindfold.
I took a deep breath and debated on whether or not I should put it on.
"Please?" He looked at me.
I took a deep breath and nodded. I grabbed the blind fold and put it on.
"You're gonna have to just trust me okay?" He placed his hand on mine.
I moved my hand away and placed it on my lap. "Okay..."
After a while the car came to a stop.
"Okay, now I'm gonna put these sound proof headphones on" he said.
"Headphones? But why?" I asked.
"Just trust me." He said again.
I felt my heart throb. "Alright..."
He placed the headphones on me and all sound disappeared. He played 'Baby'...his own song. I couldn't help but smile when I heard it honestly, this guy sure knew how 'set the mood' but I didn't mind. I liked this song a lot. I wasn't really paying attention to what was going on around me, I was stuck on the song. Before I knew it I was sitting down again. The song kept on playing and for about 2 hours I sat there, just listening to music, I think we may have switched cars or something, this ride felt smooth, almost as if I were floating in air. Then felt him take my hand again, he led me down some stairs then another car ride. He took my headphones off once the car was in motion.
"You okay?" He asked.
I nodded. "Am I allowed to take my blindfold off?"
"Mm...yeah. I think you can"
I took it off and looked out the window. None if this seems familiar. Where on earth are we? I kept looking around for hints or clues but nothing. Everything is different. Lots of light and movement, it almost looks like....my eyes widened. I turned and looked at Kai.
He smiled. "Surprise."
"Is this...J-Japan?!" I exclaimed.
He nodded. "Sushi sounded good."
"We could've had Kimbap or something." I said.
He shook his head. "That's not sushi. It's Kimbap."
Jimin is gonna go berserk. It's over for me....if he calls and asks where I am and I tell him I'm in Japan with Kai....I sighed. No need to be frustrated. Just act like you're having the time of your life and go home.....I hope.
"How far are we from home?" I asked.
"2 hours" he answered.
"Ah, that's not so bad..." I said.
He scoot closer to me and stretched his arm out to put around me.
"Have you ever been to Japan?" He asked.
I shook my head. "No."
"Well then we have much to see don't we?"
My eyes widened. "No. We don't. Kai this is supposed to be a dinner date not an over night stay"
"I'll get you home don't worry. We'll eat and I'll show you around then we can go home. I promise to have you home before 3" he smiled.
"3?! In the morning?!" I asked.
"Well it took us 2 hours to get here. 9-10 we'll eat then 10-12 we'll look around n be home by 3" he explained.
"You're insane." I said.
"For you" he winked.
I ignored that and looked out the window. I'm doomed.
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-Sight Seeing-
He took me to the 'Tokyo Tower', everything here was like déjà Vu. When I went to the Namsan tower with Suga. Everything he did, Suga did and I knew exactly what he intended to do when we were up there. It was the exact same scenario!
-flashback-
"You're scared." He said.
"Maybe just a little...." I admitted.
"I'll be with you, there's no need to be afraid. Come on" he smiled reassuringly.
I nodded.
We made our way to the top. The sun had set completely it was dark, luckily it wasn't wind, although it was cold. Out of the nowhere the temperature had dropped. Very few people were here, they dispersed when they saw the cameras though. So it was just us after. We stood in front of the glass and looked at the city. The view from up here didn't compare to the view from the dorm. It was truly breath taking. He pointed out various buildings and told me what they were. Suga is very knowledgable, he knows a lot. Smart guy. I looked through the glass.
"Do you like it?" He asked.
I felt a bit nervous, he was right behind me I sensed he wanted to hold me. It made my heart throb slowly, my hands felt sweaty all of a sudden.
"Y-Yeah....it's beautiful." I said.
I hadn't noticed my knees were shaking.
"You cold?" He asked.
His voice was closer than before.
"Kinda...it got cold all of a sudden." I said.
I felt him embrace me. His hands on my waist and leaned close, resting his head on my shoulder.
"Karen...." He said softly.
-End Of Flashback-
I shivered at the memory. That was TOO CLOSE. It's not happening this time.
"So what do you think? Isn't it beautiful?" Kai asked.
He stood beside me.
I nodded. "It's breath taking"
He looked at me. I looked at him from the corner of my eye, he kept looking at me.
"Not as breath taking as the first time I saw you..." He said.
I looked at him. My heart beating faster and faster.
"When I saw you it was like walking into a whole new world, a world I don't wanna leave now, the hours felt like seconds tonight but I'll forever treasure the time we've shared together and hope that maybe you'll feel the I feel when I'm close to you, it's more than just a breath taking feeling, it's the end of life itself..." He held my hand.
My heart beat even faster.
"I-I...." I began but couldn't speak.
He smiled. "There's another place I wanna show you before we leave, come on"
He tugged on my hand and led me away.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
-BTS-
Jimin: She hasn't even returned my messages....
J-Hope: She's probably...I don't know....
V: Busy?
Jimin: Yeah....with HIM. (Rolls eyes)
Suga: Karen wouldn't do that.
RM: What if he just doesn't let her leave?
Jungkook: (sigh)
Jin: It's late...
Jimin: She hasn't called Rebecca
Jungkook: Or Wendy....
V: This isn't like her.
Jimin: I knew I should've told her to stay put.
Suga: You were okay with her going?
Jimin: Not exactly.
RM: Why'd you let her go then?
Jimin: She said it was just for dinner and that she'd be home before 10.
Jungkook: What if Kai doesn't want her to leave? What if....
Suga: He does seem to really like her.
V: and he's a player so....
Jimin: Aish! Don't you think I know that?!
Jin: Getting mad isn't gonna get her here quicker.
Jimin: (sigh)
J-Hope: Why don't you try calling Rebecca?
Jimin: you call her....
J-Hope: I don't have her number....
Jimin: Here (hands him the phone)
J-Hope: (gulps) okay...
-Dials-
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"Kai. Just stop...I can't do this." I looked at him.
"But...why?" He asked.
"I already have someone..." I admitted. "That's why I was so freaked out about being in Japan."
"Wait....you're with one of them? Like officially?" He asked.
I nodded. "You're great and all but-"
"But what?" He asked.
"I'm not going to hurt him" I said.
"Does he even know you're here?" He asked.
I nodded. "I told him I was going to be with you for a while"
"And he was okay with that? Another guy taking his girl out? You've got to be kidding me. He doesn't care about you, don't you see? He hasn't even called you." He said.
"I don't have reception here & he let me come because he trusts me. I'm not going to defile his trust just because I'm in another country. Even if it is only 2 hours away." I said.
"What're you going to do when you leave? It's going to be downhill from there. You won't be able to contact him or see him anymore, his fame will always get in the way and no one will support your relationship, you're a foreigner. Nobody would accept it. There's no point to that relationship Karen, there never will be. Your worlds are too different." He said.
"Oh and suppose giving into you would be acceptable? I don't think so....I'll find my own way back home" I said and began walking away.
"How? You didn't bring anything with you. Come on. I said I'd take you home, let's go" he grabbed my arm.
He seemed angry but at least he wasn't a complete ass and left me here. He let go of me and we walked to the car. The way back home was extremely quiet and uncomfortable. But I was happy, I wanted to be with him already. He dropped me off at home.
"I apologize for my actions...I just really liked you. Ahem. I hope you enjoyed yourself despite that detail. I'll see you around" he said.
"Thank you for everything." I smiled slightly.
He got back in the car and I walked inside. I unlocked the door hoping everything would be okay. Seems like everyone went to bed. I quietly walked into my room, I turned the lamp on.
"Welcome Home....you're 5 hours late."
I became startled.
"You didn't call, you didn't write back...." He said.
"I wasn't even in the country..." I said.
His eyes widened. "What do you mean you weren't in the country?"
"Kai took me to Japan. I didn't any reception there..." I said.
"Japan? You expect me to believe you were in Japan?" He asked.
"You think I was cheating?" I asked.
He looked at me.
I scoffed. "That's the trust you have?" I nodded. "You know what? Tonight I had a chance to cheat, if I had wanted to I could've."
"Good to know." He got out of the chair and began walking towards the door.
"Walk out the door and I'll take that as 'we're done'...." I said.
"Good night" he closed the door.
I felt as if in an instant I was sucked into a black hole. I turned the lamp off and I sat on the floor and hugged my knees. I rested my head on them and let the heart break sink in once again. Every thought in my mind disappeared, only pain and loneliness were left, emptiness surrounded me. I stared into the darkness.
>>>>>>>To Be Continued
