Devoted to Secrets {Jimin x Reader} (completed!)

Restless

Talking with Jimin was everything you expected and hoped for. You talked about missing each other, about what happened after that crazy night that Yoongi stayed over, after he left, and you lives up until now. It was unavoidable to talk about Kevin since he was in almost everything you did the past year and a half. Jimin listened attentively and asked questions. You had been there, talking until the shop closed at 2 am. You guys walked out to find the parking lot almost empty and white with snow. 

"Are you waiting for someone?" he asked. "The taxi," you replied with a smile. It was nice how you were awkward at fist, but you were both confident to speak freely after the short time spent together. "Oh well, I gotta walk back to my hotel still, but its close. I'll wait with you," he said with a kind smile. You were just about to tell him it was fine until you got a phone call.

"Hello?" you answered. Jimin watched you as you looked at the ground, concentrating on the conversation in your phone. "Jagi, I came to your house to drop off the sweater you asked for. The one you left at my house but all the lights are off. Were you sleeping?" he asked innocently. "Oh, no. Im-uh.. I came out for a while. The house was too lonely." You heard him laugh. "Well you couldve called me! I would've been here earlier," but you laughed forcefully. "You're right.. I'll be there in a minute. Just wait for me there." Jimin looked away, knowing exactly who you were talking about. It sort of made him want to leave you there. Why would he wait with you just so you could go into the warmth of another mans arms? He took his scarf off and waited for you to hang up. "okay bye," you said, ending the call.

As you turned to apologize to Jimin, he wrapped the scarf around you neck. It was warm from his wearing. He fixed it around you and said "I should get going. The taxi shouldn't be long." He smiled at you, glancing down at your lips as he finished fixing the scarf and then he smiled. "I'll talk to you later. It was nice seeing you again." No matter how hard he tried, he wouldn't dare himself into a relationship. He bowed his head and walked away, sighing into the cold air. You watched him, wondering where his thoughts belonged and presently wondering yours too. You waited for the taxi, pulling the scarf up to your nose, protecting you from the cold snow. There was a faint fragrance of cologne that you inhaled at every breath, pleasing your senses at the thought that it belonged to Jimin. You got into the taxi when it arrived and went home. 

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*A month later*

Text from: Yoongi Oppa

"Hey (y/n)!  As you know, this weekend is Jin's birthday and we planned a huuuuge party at my place. Come over! I hope to see you there. x"

You smiled at the text. Thankfully, your school began winter break the first day of December, so you had a few days to shop for his birthday gift. You decided to go alone, since Kevin was busy with finals. His school wasnt released until the second week. You of course replied a "Hell yeah ill be there" to Yoongi. You and the guys, Jimin's friends, had become extremely close after the night of the murder. Since Jimin was gone, they found it difficult not to check up on you and make sure you were okay. Sometimes you went over to their place when they had dinner, usually to help Jin cook, but it was fun. They had met Kevin and had a pretty neutral relationship, mostly because they knew how Jimin felt about you, but they didnt hate him because you were their friend too, and you were free to do as you pleased. 

You bought Jin his gift and wrapped it up nicely. Now what were you gonna wear? It wasnt gonna be formal. You know it wasnt, but they loved dressing up too, so which was it? You went for a casual look as they would too. The night of the party you asked Kevin if he was going to go with you but he politely refused, seeing as he had tons to study. He did worry about the guys though, maybe they would try something towards you. He was always self conscious about himself and even thought you were too beautiful for him. It was no lie that the guys were extremely attractive which scared him even more. Him not attending this party made him nervous of what could happen. There would definitely be alcohol there and anyone could try to take advantage of you with your beauty. He decided not to ponder around those thoughts and continue studying hard.