Fighting spaces -Sequel-

Chapter 11

I looked over at Derek as he sat on the couch that sat right across from the one I was sitting on, I sat my hands on the thighs and squeezed them slightly out of fear.

“Calm down,” Derek whispered, making my head snap up to meet his, “your heart’s beating a mile a minute.”  I let out  nervous laugh and smile before dropping the act all together and meeting his gaze with my nervous one,

“I left the alpha pack,” I said, deciding to come out about everything. Derek shifted slightly before nodding his head,

“I could see that, but why?” he asked, eyebrows scrunching together slightly in confusion, I sighed and rubbed my legs a little more.

“Well… I felt lonely, I didn’t feel I belonged and I didn’t like the fact that they kept talking shit about all you guys.” I whispered the last part but I knew he still herd it, “So I told my uncle to stick it where the sun don’t shine and walked out the door… I stayed at your old house for the night –hope you don’t mind- before I went back to my dad’s house…” I felt my hands start shaking and my eyes became wet, “I was met by a gun to my head and pictures of me all wolfed out sitting on his table.” I felt Derek’s breath hitch in his throat and I quickly dried the tears that had escaped, “Scott took me in and the only reason we were cuddling was because I fell asleep crying on him, he was comforting me and nothing ells. He’s a brother to me.  I saw your sister earlier today and I guess she talked some sense into me…” I trialed off and buried my head in my hands, “I don’t know what to do. I’m an Omega who is able to live in a house by the pity of a friend, after that I don’t know what I’m going to do… I’ll probably leave town or something like that, but, I just wanted to come make things right with you; so if I do leave, I won’t have a guilty conscience as I go.” I saw Derek’s face drop and I was reminded of the last time I saw his face drop. I shuddered at the memories of me straddling his waist as I held my claws to his throat in a threat, I quickly shook  the images and ran a hand through my hair as my heart pounded. 

I looked up so I met his brilliant green eyes and I could practically feel my heart melt,

In a quick instant Derek was kneeling before me with his hands gripping mine, my heart rate spiked for a quick second and I felt him grip my hands even tighter,

“You’re not leaving me.” He whispered out, I could see tears brimming his eyes and I could have gasped in shock; I had never seen him cry before. “Do you hear me Marcey Deever? You’re not leaving me, you already left me once and I know I have fucked up and I know we both have made mistakes and I’m not going to ask you for an apology because you have nothing to apologize for because it was all my fault, and you had every right to act the way you did.” He bowed his head and let one of my hands go and my eyes widened when I realized he was wiping away tears, he quickly gripped my hand again and looked back up at me. “I love you and if you leave me I have no reason for my existence, and I know you said you need time and I’m willing to give you all the time you need. But please. Don’t. Leave. Me.”  I felt tears come to my eyes and roll down my cheeks, I gripped the sides of Derek’s face and brought my face down to meet his and my lips crashed onto his.

 

 I sat down in in the back of my Mini Cooper and Derek sat down in the seat next to me and he held me close to him, I let out a sob as he cradled me closer into his chest,

"I-I was so scared something happened to you!" I choked out and he ran a hand through my hair,

"Shh, babe I'm okay, see? Nothing to worry about" I nodded and he leaned in and kissed me,

"I love you" I whispered out, Derek started down at me and my heart rate picked up slightly, 'what if he doesn't say it back?!' 

"I love you too" he whispered before pulling me into a breathtaking kiss that seemed even more heart stopping then our first kiss. It's true, I loved him.

My Mind flickered through memories as our lips moved together in perfect harmony, and fit together like a puzzle. I smiled as I remembered when we said I love you the first time, and suddenly the kiss tasted salty. I quickly felt embarrassed I was crying… until I realized it wasn’t me.
I gripped Derek tighter before I broke the kiss and rested our foreheads together,

“I will never leave you. Never.” I rejoined the kiss and slid my hands down and gripped his shirt tightly in my fists,

“I love you so much,” He breathed out while still kissing me,

“I missed you,” I mumbled. This time it was him that parted us and I looked up at him through wet eyelashes,

“Marcey… I know you said you need time. But I was wondering-“

“Yes,” I interrupted him, “I’ll move back in with you.” And this time he shot up and laid me down on the couch in one quick movement, pinning me to the cushions as he trailed kisses all over my body. I stopped him quickly and held his face in mine, “That’s because I came to a realization,” I whispered out, he cocked his eyebrow at me in question and I gave him a sad smileand moved around and pulled my arm out, I ran a hand down his cheek  “In our relationship; there’s so many reasons being thrown at us as to why it won’t work but… You have to Forget all the reasons why it won’t work, and believe the only reason why it will.” Derek smiled at me and kissed my lips tenderly,

“And what’s that only reason?” He asked, I smiled happily

“You’re my mate. And I’ll never love anyone as much as I love you.” 

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