Y/n POV.
As I looked down at the ground thinking about what neegan said I quickly looked up when he said
"Now I'm going to have to kill someone but who"
as soon as he said that I was shaking but I guess Carl saw because he grabbed my hand right then neegan said
"I know"
he then started singing
"eenie meanie miny moe catch a tiger by its toe if he hollers let it go my mother told me to pick the very best one and you are it."
He then pointed at Abraham and then smashed his head multiple times we all were crying and then he looked at Glenn and smash his head. I tried to get up to punch neegan in the face like my dad did but Carl hold me back and I cried on his shoulder.
Maggie POV.
After neegan hit Abraham I started crying but then he hit Glenn and me lost it I started crying and yelling as loud as I could. It was like my whole world stopped when I look at Y/n and saw her try to get up but Carl hold her back when she was crying on his shoulder.
Carl POV.
As Y/n cried on my shoulder neegan pulled her hair and dragged her over to him when he said:
"this is all your fault"
he then started kicking and punching her. I then lost it and said
"leave her alone"
he then pushed her to the side and came up to me and said,
"no one tells me what to do but for now you can have her"
he then pushed her towards me and started crying on my shoulder. Then neegan decided to leave us there for the night and said we can leave whenever we want.
The whole night I heard Maggie crying and I felt so bad for her I mean she just lost her husband and the father of her baby.
Then when I turn over to look at Y/n she stands up and says
"it's all m-my f-fault"
I then stand up next to her and say " it's no one's fault but Neegan's" she then pushed me away and said "no no this is my fault if I haven't tried to come back Glenn would still be alive" I then said to her "It wasn't your fault" she felt on her knees and cried and I hugged her.
Y/n POV.
As we got back to camp Carl asked me if could come with him I quickly nodded and walked with him to his house then to his room then there I saw was Judith I then picked her up and gave her a light hug but then started crying Carl gave me a confused look and I said
"she is never going to have the childhood we have"
he then hugged me and said
"your right it would be better"
after he said that he said "sing her the song I rolled my eyes and when I was about to sing he started singing.
Carl singing.
You with the sad eyes
Don't be discouraged oh I realized it's hard to take courage in a world full of people
You can lose sight of it all
The darkness inside you can make you feel so small
Show me a smile then don't be unhappy
Can't remember when I last saw you laughing this world makes you crazy
And you can take all you can bear
Y/n and Carl are singing.
Just call me up and I will always be there
And I see your true colors shining through I see your true colors
That's why I love you
The song reminded me of what happened how Glenn and Abraham died and out of nowhere I started crying so hard but then Carl gave me a hug when I see Enid come in and she walked towards me and gave me a hug.
Enid Pov.
I felt so bad for Y/n after all she been through a lot so I decided to go to Carl's room and give her a hug but then after we hugged she wiped her tears and gave me Judith and ran downstairs after that I put Judith down to see what happened when I looked out the window to neegan talking to Rick me and Carl immediately ran downstairs and outside to see what's happening but when me, Y/n, and Carl walked to see what was happening neegan came up to me and Y/n and gave us each a dress and said
"put this on"
we both nodded and went to the bathroom to put the dresses on until when we got out it was short on both of us and it made us feel dirty.
Y/n POV.
As Enid and I both walked out we saw Carl look at us and blush which made me blush but then neegan said
"For now on every time I come here you both put that on we nodded and were walking back to Carl house when neegan grabbed me and push me towards Carl and neegan said
"put this one to your room"
Carl then nodded but as we were walking neegan said
"come back when you're a different person"
as I and Carl walked to his room he closed the door and locked it so no one can come in.
I then started to sit on his bed and say "does he want you to you know what to me" he shrugged but blushed at the same time which causes me to blush as I was in his room we started talking then Carl randomly asked
"does it bother you that I have one eye"
I then shook my head and said "it doesn't matter if you have one eye or two because of you still the same person"
he then smiled after we talked about random stuff but not too loud so it could look like you know what but as we were talking I felt insecure I didn't like dressing like this I guess Carl notice because he opens up his draw and pick some of his clothes and gave them to me but the only problem was I couldn't get out of the room since it's only been a few minutes he decided to turn around and I changed.he such a good guy I just wish he was mine.
A/n
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THE LOST GIRL I FELL IN LOVE WITH Carl Grimes x Reader
Fanfiction"WE FOUND YOU!" "WE TOOK CARE OF YOU!" " AND NOW YOU'RE JUST GOING TO LEAVE US! YOU REALLY SHALLOW THAN I THOUGHT." Y/n was released from Daryl arms and walked up to the boy and said " I Hate You." *~~~~~* She didn't know how to express her feelings...
