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Ch. 17

I wake up and look at my clock it read '6:40 a.m.' Well I won't be able to sleep again. I decided to get up and make breakfast for everyone but myself, they wouldn't know if I ate or not so who cares anyways. I finished making breakfast

just as everyone started waking up. "Mmm smells good" Gilinsky says "hope you like it" I say covering my wrist "are you okay? Did you burn yourself?" Shawn comes and pulls my wrist to check and his eyes widen "um something like that" I pull my hand away and walk to my room.

*shawns pov*
I stayed frozen there when she left. She did it recently? Oh god what do I do should I tell? Should I just talk to her? I was snapped out of my thoughts "you okay Shawn? You've been there for a while" cam asks "huh?" I look up "oh yea I'm good, I just thought of some lyrics to finish my song" I say picking up my plate and went to my room to finish my song 'a little to much' I wrote it sorta based on lexie, but I mean she'll never know it's about her.

*3rd person pov*
Lexie went off to get ready as everyone finished eating, as everyone finished they went to get ready. Not knowing what they were going to do. Everyone was ready and now sitting on the couch as lexie came out of her room to join everyone, she saw there were no more spots in the living room. She walked passed everyone but carter grabbed her waist and sat her on his lap, so she wouldn't be excluded. Matt looked mad but he didn't say anything, not wanting to hurt lexie or his best friend.

*carters pov*
I know what I saw yesterday, she's wearing a hoodie that fits her big, I wonder whose it is. No carter not now. Nows not the time to get jealous. I start playing with her sleeve and it goes up but I don't see anything.. hmm weird. I was about to say something to lexie but there was a knock on the door "I'll get it" lexie smiles big and practically runs to the door. That hoodie isn't hers it looks so familiar but I can't remember. "How do you do" I hear lexie say in a fake accent, giggling right after "why hello beautiful lady" Mikey says in his fake accent which causes her to giggle more cuz it was terrible. "Hey last time I remember this was my hoodie" I heard Mikey say. That hurt. "Well what kind of best friend would I be if I didn't steal your hoodies?" Lex asked. "Um a good one." He says as they walk into the living room "haha very funny jerk" Lex said and he just chuckled "hey lexie can we talk?" Matt asked. "Um sure, I'll be back" Lex said and left with matt.

*lexies pov*
"So what did you want to talk about?" I ask "um are you and Mikey..." he trail off "dating?" I ask "yea. Are you?" He asks "oh no. We talked it out and it's best if me and him just stay friends after all I only have him and Bryce as my own friends" I say "oh okay... um I think you and carter should date" he says "but are you okay with that?" I say "well no, but I don't want to ruin your happiness" matt said (hahaha ruin your happines. Shawn lol) "I'm not doing something that doesn't make you happy" I give a small smile. "I want my friend happy..." I look down "and I want you happy too lex" matt says and hugs me. "Okay um yea, I shouldn't keep Mikey waiting" I smile and walk out to the living room and I don't see Mikey anywhere, I frown. "Mikey said Bryce called him so he had to go" Johnson says "okay" I say as I sit by carter "say cheese lex" carter says but I hide behind him

"Awh you didn't come out" carter pouts "yes I did see I'm right there" I say "well obviously I can see that, I meant your face did come out" he says. "Fine let's take a picture for Instagram" i say "nah I'm good" carter says "boo" I pout "please?" I ask "I can't say no to pouting lexie" he says. I just giggle "lox can you take the picture?" I ask "sure." Lox says and takes the picture.

"I love it! Now what should we caption it?" I ask "have you shared your song?" Shawn asked "um couple of kids?" I say confused "yea" Shawn says "no" I say "well then captain it 'couple of kids. Link in bio' or something like that" Shawn suggested "okay" I say "caption it 'my Asian'" matt says "but they aren't together..." cam says, matt rolls his eyes "then Caption IT 'my favorite Asian' there is that better?" Matt asks annoyed "oh I like that" I say and post the picture. I let out a breath Knowing how much hate I would get for the picture. Yup just like I thought it's everywhere 'carter had a new gf?' Or 'is carter dating @ itslexie ?' Or 'omg #caxie is real' 'caxie better not be real cuz it's just carter and a whore' 'carter can do better' 'lexi has no talent' just everything I didn't want. I wanted to be the secret sister, I didn't want this attention, these fans hate me. Carter held my hand knowing that something was bothering me "everything will be okay, don't listen to them, you are amazingly beautiful and talented" he said to me and kisses my forehead. I smile "will you help me record a cover? But like not gor YouTube, for Instagram?" I ask carter "yea I would love to help" carter smiles and walks with me to my room "so I was thinking soap by Melanie Martinez" I say as I set up the microphone "yea sounds good, matt told me we could date did you know that?" Carter asks "yea he told me earlier" I
Smile "great so that means you're mine again?" Carter says "I would gladly be yours" I say "okay start recording carter" I say and start singing.

"I have an idea for a caption babe can I put it?" Carter asks "sure" I smile and I watch as he types 'my baby does have talent ❤️ - @.Carterreynolds. Soap by Melanie Martinez cover by lexie Espinosa' Im a little hesitant cuz he's letting everyone know we are together but I let him post it anyways. We were both tired so we cuddled and fell asleep.