We'll carry on
I held back the tears as I walked away from my friends
We'll cary on
They all looked solum as we tucked away our instruments, uniforms, lives
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Frank was angry, Ray disappointed, Gerard did it for the best of him and his family
Your memory will cary on
I couldn't do anything for a while; couldn't eat, sleep, drink, move, everything reminded me of them, the laughs, the cries, the crowd and our life
We'll carry on
Mikey took most of the hit; he was so depressed and he blamed it on himself. He was sent to rehab, he got into drugs and alcoholism and we all knew he needed help
Do or die, you'll never make me
Why haven't I gotten help yet?
Because the world will never take my
heartWhy hasn't anyone noticed the pain this break-up is causing me?
Go and try, you'll never break me
They've all moved on with their lives, Ray and Gerard are working on an album together, I'm finally, after four years, picking myself up
We want it all, we wanna play this part
I got a call from Mikey today, I haven't talked to him in years; we talked for 6 hours
We'll carry on
I've started eating and drinking more, I haven't been as weak or sickly, though I don't think I can ever have a strong immune system again
Do or die, you'll never make me
Gerard and Ray asked me to come back to the studio and play drums for Gerard's new album, When we met Gerard had a talk with me about how i needed to stop starving myself and self harming, I forgot about my scars in the heat of happiness
Because the world will never take my heart
Frank invited me to hang out after a concert in Jersey he had, I said yes and had the time of my life
Go and try, you'll never break me
I reached out and got the help I needed, I'm on anti-depressants, and I was in a mental hospital for a few weeks. Its all worth it because I can do the things I love again
We want it all, we wanna play this part
I've ended up touring with Gerard and Ray, playing for both Ray and Gee's shows, am I tired? Yes. Is it worth it? Yes. They keep an extra close eye on me, I was 15 when I joined the band, making me the youngest in MCR, all of them are like older brothers to me, they look after my well being
We'll carry on
Though I miss it very so, My Chemical Romance is gone, gone for ever, its a part if my life that i still miss. I wont get over it, many others wont either, but as long as i still have my boys, Gerard, Frank, Mikey, Ray, as long as they're still alive; I'm content with it being over because the possibilities are endless....
"Though your dead and gone your memory will cary on."
So long and goodnight My Chemical Romance . We will miss you for longer than you can imagine.
We love you and you have saved so many with your music, please , let your memories carry on for millions to come.
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Band Imagines! [finished]
FanfictionWelcome to my Imagines book! Requests are always open and updates are random so there might be 10 in a day one time if I have a shit load of ideas. Trigger warning: mentions of depression, suicide, self harm and anxiety. If you have any questions a...