I love you, not him-Phil 2/2

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It's been a week and a half since Phil told me to leave. I've just been sitting in my apartment watching Netflix...I wish it was 'and chill' but since Phils not here...(😂) I sigh for the millionth time and get up to get something to eat because I haven't eaten today. I look at the clock and it's already 6:00PM. As I get something to eat and walk back to my lounge I hear my phone buzz. I look at it and see it's a message from Phil. I sit there shocked but happy he's finally coming around to realizing I don't want dan. I open the text and read it
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P-hey (Y/N), can you come over? I need to talk to you'
Y-Yeah. I'll be over in a minute'
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I don't bother getting dressed because he's seen me worse. I walk to his apartment which isn't far from mine. Maybe a block or two. I go to his floor and knock on the door. Phil opens it. He moves his fringe out of his face and softly smiles.
'Hey' he says
'Hey' I say back smiling. He moves forward and hugs me. I hug him back. I breathe his scent in. I know it's only been a week but I've missed him. We stay like this for a minute. When we pull back he invites me in. I walk into their lounge and see dan.
'Hey dan...' I say. He says hi and smiles back. I'm sure he knows what's wrong because he doesn't say anything else.
'Lets go to my room' Phil says walking in. He leads me to his room. I walk in and look around. I missed his room, all the bright colors always seemed to lift my mood.
'I wanted to talk and say I'm sorry.' Phil says after he closed the door. 'I shouldn't have yelled at you, or dan for that matter. I should have listened to you and believed you because I do believe you and I don't think you're a liar. I'm sorry.'
'It's ok Phil. I understand. I never told him to post that and I never even knew Louis took that picture. Dan's like my brother to me, you know that. It was a harmless thing.' I say looking into his eyes. He nods.
'I know. Like I said I'm sorry.' He says back.
'It's ok.' I say looking at the ground.
'I love you. You know that right?' He says coming closer to me. I smile and nod.
'And I love you too.' I say putting my arms around him and hug him.
'So are we ok?' He asks.
'Definitely' I say kissing him.

I'm so sorry it took me so long to write this! I was planning on writing this right after but then I got inspired by the piercing one and by my writing pattern it would feel weird to post two of phil. I hope that's ok. Thank you for reading and I hoped it was worth the wait😬💜

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