Loneliness

Chapter 13. FINAL ANSWER

{ I have attached weekend 's reminder as requested ... Please do find and listen it ... It's amazing I swear .. You will fall in love with this song .... }

We slid in the car and turned the engine on ... The air between us was thick and made me feel uncomfortable ...

I could see surya focused  on window and Constantly kept an eye on me ... My goodness I am gonna do a grave mistake .. Even the heaven's won't forgive me !!!

I took her to the valley of Roses ... Literally I could see her face lit up like a candle ... Her lips were pulled to a blushing smile ...  I turned the engine off .. I held her  soft hand and sat across a beautiful view ... Her mind was filled with confusion and excitement !!:)

It's the time to reveal her my answer .. I can't keep it long from her ... Every moment I hide ... I kill myself to bear the guilt ...

"Surya " I held her hand .. Her lashes were constantly hitting each other ... Her cheeks were like a rose due to cold ... I could feel the warmth when I touched her skin....

"surya !! i want to say you something ???"I requested

"yea harry !! say me " she replied .. I could see her excited as well as curious ..

'surya .... i.... i..... i..... "

' harry .. please whatever it is say it .. don't think about anything " she said

"surya.. the thing is ... we have met only for 1 month or so .. then how can you judge my character ?? what made you think that i am good one ??" I questioned with a low tone as possible ...

My hands started shivering badly ... The situation made me feel like to jump from valley and escape .. But .. I have to face the situation ...

"the fact is when i talk to you i feel like we have met few years ago .. i dont feel like stranger when i speak to you " she replied with a blush as well as curious ..

" hmmm well .... do you think i am your perfect match " I questioned her with soft voice as well as nervousness

"I think .. Because most of our thinkings and ideas match " she replied with a brightest smile :)

"Surya ... I think we have to work out and see .. If any magic happens in future then of course let it happen !!"I said with a stone cold heart ...!! I know it breaks her heart ... But it's for her good ...  I know my reply Would literally put her biggest shock ...

"Well okay .. Harry if you think to work. Out then sure go ahead .." She replied with a tone filled with sadness and guilt

She got up from her seat and walked towards the car ..my goodness !! Fuck .. Fuck ... Hope she doesn't fire up ...  I walked behind her .. And opened the door .. I turned the engine on ..

Fuck !!! The car seems to be heated up without a heater .. Shit ...!!! Her eyes were fixed to the window ...I guess I have to start up the conversation in order to break the deadly silence !!!

" I'm really sorry surya !!! I didn't mean to hurt you !!" I pleaded her to calm down...

" Harry .. I'm happy that you answered genuinely rather than harsh words... But you know it hurts .... But let's change the topic ... " she answered with a tint of sad and broken ... It made me jaw open .. But it's a true fact ...

" okay ..." I literally went blank of words other than OKAY

" okay " she replied and again fixed her eyes to window ...

" surya !! Are you hungry ??" I questioned

" well I guess ... YES " she replied with a lost smile ...

I went to a MC DONALD 'S DRIVE THRU ... And ordered burgers and French fries ... We collected our packages  and  started having our food ....  I can't stop staring at surya ... Uff !!!! I could see her gaining her strength again ... I wish she recovers fully ... We finished our lunch .. And started driving ,.

" which song do you like ??surya !!" I inquired to make her happy ...because she and music is irresistible ...

" reminder by weekend " she replied with a cute smile ...

I played the song and literally made her a lot happy and retrieve from sadness ... It was a long 2 hour drive at last I reached her drive way and parked the car ....

DING DONG ** I pressed the bell .. No one turned .. Except her tiny brother ..

" hey Harry " he replied with shock ..

" hey Luca " I answered ...

" surya take care ... Catch you later .. And by the way Liam messaged me the notes .. I will forward you ... So don't worry " I replied ...

" thanks Harry " she replied and suddenly she hugged me .. HECK MAN .... I felt butterflies grumbling in my stomach .. As well in elation And she whispered into my ears in a very soft and sweet tone " thanks Harry for the beautiful paradise view and genuine answer ... Don't worry and don't hurt yourself " she kissed on my cheek and she disappeared into the house .. I felt like an angel passed .. My goodness the happiest and remarkable moment in my life ... Thank god for ending the scene in a happy way .. !! I removed my car from parking and started heading towards my home ... She is my voice in my mind forever ... But I'm sad that I lost an angel which is precious ... But there is no way ... If God wills there is way to meet up again !!

SURYA' S POV

The moment I reached hall I could hear loud noises from my parent 's bedroom .....

What will happen next ??? What is the noise ??? Who is that ???
Wait for my next update ....

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{note : sorry for late updates .. It's due to my busy schedule and music works ...so please forgive .. But I promise to make sure the chapters are lengthy and fully edited ... Love you guys }

Xoxo
Surya ;)