strings ,, maknae line

02

I woke up to the sounds of birds chirping. I immediately frown and felt tears start to form in my eyes. I stayed in place. I didn't want to move at all. My body felt dead. I didn't want him to know I was awake. I didn't want him to go.

After a couple minutes of silently weeping to myself, I get up and turn to his side of the bed. It was empty. The bed was made neatly with me under the covers. He went to work. I then decide that it's alright to cry out loud. I whipped my face while I cried out loud. I packed my things, I could barely see through the pools in my eyes.

I packed everything I had and took one last look at the empty bed. All of the memories we shared in this room. I lost my v card to him in this very room. He asked me to prom in this room. He asked me to live with him in this room. We had so many happy moments in this room.

Tears continue to pour down my warm and red cheeks. Why would he do this? This was our dream. To go to this amazing college and live together and love each other forever.

I looked at the clock and noticed in was 5 at night. It took a while to pack my things. Tae will be home soon. I better go. I took a deep breath and took one final look at the room and the house. The kitchen. The time we giggled to each other and he placed me on the counter and we touched lips for the first time.

I wiped my naked and puffy eyes before I carry my things out to my car. It took a couple of trips to get my stuff out. My last trip out, I saw a note on the table. I squint my eyes and focused on my name

(Y/n) was written clearly on the top. My stomach drops as I slowly make my way to the letter.

"(Y/n)
I love you so much. Just please remember this hurts me too. You were my one and only and still will be. But it just has to come to an end. Baby, I'll miss you so much, you don't even know. Let's spend our last night together. Ok? Everything will be ok
~Taehyung ♡"

I crumble the paper and throw it down and laugh out loud and then slowly start to cry again. I don't know whether to be sad or mad. I gasp for air and look at the paper again. I pick it up from the floor and stuff it in my bag. I was on my way out but I noticed a piece of paper on the fridge, held by a magnet. I took a closer look.

An acceptance letter..

I look down to my shoes and then leave. I know he loves me. And I know this hurts him too but.. Why did he apply to that college? The college we wanted to go to had everything we wanted.

I shake my head to stop myself from crying, then I drive home. I park and hesitantly get out and knock on the door. My mother opens the door, a smile appears when she sees me but a worried look takes over quickly

"Honey, what happened?"

She asked worriedly. And that's when I broke down into my mother's arms. She didn't know what was going on but she helped me.

Later on that night.. I spent my night watching some of my favorite movies with a bunch of junk food. I just cried the entire night. I could be with tae but.. I'm too upset to even look at his beautiful eyes. We were perfect. Why did you do this to me, tae?

-ding-

-ding-

I pick up my phone, knowing who it is.

Tae/: where are you?

Tae/: you left. You packed your things..

Tae/: I wanted to spend time with you (y/n) I'm going to miss you so much

Tae/: I'm so sorry

I clicked my phone off and through it across the room. That night was the worst night of my life

I woke up the next morning feeling sick to my stomach. Maybe it's because I ate everything yesterday. I rub my eyes and sigh. A knock on my door. My mom opens the door with breakfast

"Hey honey. What happened? You ready to talk about it?"

As she sits down, I bite my lips to hold back the tears and nod

"Tae is moving to America.. And .. He wanted to break it off for the best of us"

I said calmly. I look up to my mother.

"I'm sorry (y/n). He was a nice boy but it wasn't meant to be-"

"But it was. I may sound stupid and childish but he was the one for me. He did everything for me and I- I can't let him go"

She frowns at me and puts the plate down on my desk.

"Everything happens for a reason Hun. Everything will be ok, alright?"

I nod even though I didn't believe her. She pats my shoulder and leaves. Well.. Speaking of college, I should be getting a letter soon to see if I got into-

"Oh-"

My mother comes back in my room and puts her finger on her chin

"I forgot to give you this.. Tell me how it goes"

She smiles and hands me an envelope. Wh- what's this? I look up at the door and see my mother leaving. I look back down at the envelope and slowly turn it over to see .. It's the college me and tae wanted to go to. I close my eyes in pain. If I don't get accepted, my life will be ruined. If I do, my life will be unbelievable regret because I won't be there with tae. This is shit. Shit shit shit

I rip the letter open and read the first few words.

"(Y/n), we're happy to inform you that you have been accepted......"

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