strings ,, maknae line

08

-your pov-

I love horror. I love getting scared. Not when it's thunder tho. I don't know why it scares me so much.. maybe it's the vibration of my organs when the boom hits my core. Maybe it's the loudness of the boom when it hits my ears.

The movie comes to an end and jungkook rushes to get to the lights.

-BOOM-

I jump up and trip over one of the chairs as I dash to the door in fear

"Whoa, (y/n) calm down"

I don't know why but thunder, with each boom, gives me a panic attack.

Jungkook grabs my waist before I run out of the door. I look up at him with worried eyes and he looks concerned

"I fucking hate thunder"

I mumble as I calm myself down. Jimin comes over to me and pats me on the back and rubs his hand over my back. I took a deep breath and then looked up at them

"Ok.. it's pretty late. We'll drop you off at your dorm"

Jimin suggests. I nod as we shut off everything in the room and start towards the exit. I look outside to see it's pouring raining. Lighting and thunder strikes again. I shiver.

"Jungkook, you can go back to our room. I'll bring her"

He practically orders jungkook. He nods and then runs out. Me and Jimin watch as the room suddenly becomes very quiet. I breathe and look up and Jimin who is already looking down at me. No smile. Nothing. He looks down and back at me.

"Ready?"

He asks. I don't move. I look outside once more and nod. Jimin grabs my hand and throws the door open and pulls me along in the rain. I didn't know weather to laugh or cry. I love rain but hate thunder. Tough life.

I found myself rather to laugh than cry so I started to giggle. I heard him as well. We got to my dorm building and get my key to go inside and then I pull him in the hall. He shakes his hair like a wet dog

"Yah! Not on me!"

I yell. I look down at Jimin with now wet clothes

"Sorry about your clothes"

He laughs

"That's what washing machines are for."

We both look down and it becomes silent again

"Thanks for bringing me"

I speak up. He looks toward me and his eyes are dull. He gives me a sad smile and looks down. Something is wrong.

"Well, I should get back"

Silence. He goes to turn around until thunder strikes again. I make an eek noise and back hug him tightly and close my eyes. I can't be alone with the thunder. It scares me crazy. I lean my head on his back

"(Y/n) ah.."

I don't answer. I want him to stay.

"Stay"

Is all I manage to get out. I love how I met someone today and just by one day, I feel like I got a close brother

"Alright"

He peels me off of him and turns to face me until another thunder crash makes me jump and I hug him again. Tae would always hug and cuddle with me. It would make everything go away. The scary and harmful. It would just go away. He was my shield and bravery. He was my one and only. I remember one time it was storming out and all we did was cuddle and watch movies. Every time a crash of lighting and thunder would erupt, he'd squeeze me tight

A tear or two roll down my cheek as I snap myself out of that dream I once had.. the past that was not too long ago

Jimin hugs me tightly and doesn't let go until I pull away. I turn away quickly and wipe my eyes. He's always on my mind

"(Y/n) ah.."

He says again. I stay turned away until my little crying fit is over. I turn to him with red stinging eyes and grab his hand and bring him to my dorm room

I turn on the lamp by my table and sit on my bed

"I'm sorry I don't have dry clothes for you"

He snickers and sits next to me

"You're having a panic attack and you're worried about me not having dry clothes. Precious little thing you are"

His arm wraps around me and he holds me tight for a second before letting go.

"Go ahead and get into some dry clothes"

I nod and grab a pair of pajamas and go into my bathroom and look into the mirror. Ah I forgot my makeup was still a mess. I wash it off and took a 3 minute shower and dried off quickly and got dressed. I go back into my room and see him looking at a photo that was hung on my cork board. He looks at me sadly. I go and look at this picture..

It was me and taehyung. I bite my lip and take it from the board and throw it into my bed side table drawer. I then sit down next to Jimin and tears start to fall

"Wanna talk about it? I'm here for you"

I lower my head and hang my head in pain.

"I.. I had a dream once to come here with my boyfriend- well. Ex boyfriend.. long story short we're not together anymore"

I shook off before starting to full out weep. He put his arm around me and looked down. He rubs my back up and down and started to speak

"It'll be ok, trust me when I say it. I've been through something similar.. but you can make it through it. I promise"

"Thank you Jimin. I'm such a god damn mess. And the first day meeting you. Your first impression of me must be terrible. I'm sorry you have to see me like this-"

"Please stop apologizing for things you can't control"

He interrupts. I nod and tilt my head up and get up, getting away from his grip. As much as I need someone, I can't feel the touch.. it reminds me too much of tae and it kills me. Jimin sighs and gets up and stands next to me

"Will you be ok here by yourself?"

I gulp. I shake my head and look down, not wanting to look him in the eyes

"Would you mind if I stayed the night?"

I look up at him and he's looking out of the window. It's raining so hard it looks like bullets.

"You can stay but.. don't you dare try anythi-"

"Whoa whoa.. is that the kind of vibe I'm giving off?"

He backs away getting a little offended. I look up in panic

"N- no I just- I was just-"

"No I get it."

"Jimin I'm sorry"

"Stop it's ok. Seriously. I understand"

He smiles and sit on the other bed that's in the room. I look down and stay still for a moment or two before going to my bed and laying down. I then shut the light off quickly and shut my eyes

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A/N
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Yah