strings ,, maknae line

11

We separate giving her space. We walk in silence for a moment before jungkook calmly starts the conversation that was bound to rise

"We need.. to tell her.."

I roll my eyes and shake my head. He needs to drop this.

"Not. Yet."

I snap.

"Why?"

Jungkook asks, getting more angry

"Kook, listen to your hyungs. Don't tell the girl. Spare her her heart"

Yoongi adds, looking at kook, eyes pleading. Jungkook just sighs and we continue to walk.

We got back to our dorm and meet up with Jin and namjoon

"Hey"

They greet us. None of us respond. We sit down in the dorm room and it gets quiet again

"What happened?"

Joon asks. We all look at each other. No one speaks up. Yoongi sighs annoyingly and gets up, leaving the dorm room with out a word.

I look down into my lap

"Taehyungs ex girlfriend"

I mumble outwards to them, not daring to look up.

"Ahh.."

I hear Jin sigh. Joon stays quiet.

"She knows?"

"No. She doesn't"

Kook answers angrily, giving me a death stare

"Good"

Jin replies. I can feel the anger build up further into kook so I try to keep my eyes away from him. See? No one wants her to know. But.. I'm not sure when to tell her

"I'm going to the gym"

Jungkook says getting up with rage in his step. I gulp and wait for him to leave

"What are we going to do?"

-your pov-

I explore more and more as I walk around. I decide to eat something since I didn't eat anything yet. I go into a little coffee shop and seat myself and pick a table before going up and ordering. I get a coffee and a little pastry. I sit and take in the atmosphere. The quiet murmurs of the people talking around me. The sweet smell of coffee rushes up my nose. I look down at my light and sweet caramel colored coffee.

I remember taehyung took me to an amazing coffee shop before we started dating. He took me and as we sat in smiley and happy silence, he asked me to be his one and only. It was an amazing day. One I will never forget. Ever.

I sip my drink and looked around at some of the paintings on the wall. The quiet music playing in the background was calming. A shiver rush up my spine when my nose picks up a smell of berries. I look to the ordering counter to see someone ordering a berry drink. I smile slightly. That was his favorite to get at the local coffee shop. I turn back around, holding my cup in both of my hands, keeping my hands warm. I sat there and continued to just think about tae. My one and only

I think back to a day I won't ever forget..

I placed the clean dishes aside, finally finished with my chores my mother has ordered me to do. But as I put the last dish away, a knock at the door makes me look towards the clock. 12 at night. Who would be here at this late at night? I scrunch my eye brows and cautiously make my way to the door. I open it but as I do, the door is forcefully pushed open.

"Yah!"

I yell and look to see who this crazy person is.

My boyfriend taehyung. He's hiding behind a stuffed bear and a rose. I stare at him in amazement and joy in the silence he had made. He peeks his beautiful eyes out behind the brown bear and he smiles. I smile and let out a breath of relief. I hug him tightly and he hugs back

"Happy anniversary baby"

I look to the clock again that reads 12:12 exactly

"Tomorrow is our anniversary!"

I laugh and he smiles wide

"It is tomorrow"

He smirks, giving me the gifts he got me. I hug the bear tightly and smell the rose with care.

"Thank you taehyung"

I say smiling. He smiles and hugs me again. His hugs are the best. His warmth surrounds me and he smells so good it made me melt further into him.

"I love you"

He says quietly into our hug..

I blink away that memory. A memory I will never forget.. I sip my coffee once more until I realize it's all gone.. every drop. every good thing must come to an end.

I look down at my half eaten pastry. As I look down at the table, my vision gets a little blurry. I blink away the water that has collected in my eyes and they fall down my cheeks. I wipe them away quickly

-ding-

I slowly grab my phone and see a text from jungkook

Jk/: hey, where are you? You okay?

I bite my lip and put my phone down on the table and brush my hair back with my hand, holding it out of my face as I close my eyes tightly

I miss taehyung

So badly.

How could I get over my first and only love so easily as he wants me to? I tried to tuck those memories under the rug but he'll always be there in the back of my mind.

-ding-

I angrily grab my phone again and click it on.

Jk/: can we talk sometime soon?

I shake my head and put my phone on silent and stuff it in my pocket and continue my thoughts.

"Excuse me miss, are you ok?"

I look up to a boy about my age. He's face reads worry. He had a cute face and voice. I nod trying to hide my dried tears by putting my head down in embarrassment

"You sure?"

I nod again. Obviously I'm not but I don't want to bother anyone with my stupid problems.

He smiles sadly and walks off. I look at him as he walks back to where he came from. Looking at his outfit, I watch him go behind the counter as a costumer goes to order. He works here. I look at his name tag and it reads "Jackson"

He catches me looking and I look away. I get up and clean my little table off and head out slowly. I'm so tired. I can barely keep my eyes open.

I blink for a long time as I continue walking to a familiar place. I hop on the bus and am dropped off at the campus. I go straight into my room and lay there for hours

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