11: Big girls don't cry

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AN: < Please play the video above. For sound effects. I just love to hear my heart cracking for Madison 😂😭💔 >

Song : Big Girls Don't Cry by Fergie

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" Oo, makapal ang mukha ko

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" Oo, makapal ang mukha ko. Pero yung sakit hindi mo pa rin mababago."

         - Madison

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Madison's POV

Madison STOP. Don't cry, you didn't do anything wrong. Bakit ka iiyak?! Bulyaw ko sa sarili ko habang pilit na pinupulis ang mga luhang tumutulo sa mga pisngi ko. It hurts. Sobrang sikip ng dibdib ko. I—I didn't even slap or hurt her physically yet Seven was so angry because She was crying.

Seven, you jerk.

Paano naman ako? Nasasaktan din naman ako. I feel stupid again. Paulit ulit mo na lang ako pinaiiyak pero ni minsan hindi ka nagalit ng ganoon but when you saw her crying sobrang galit na galit ka. Sobrang sakit kasi parang pinapamukha mo saakin na wala akong halaga kumpara sa kaniya. Na wala akong kwenta.

You said She was like a Sister to you yet I guess she was much more than that. No matter how I think about it obviously you'll choose her over me. Ang tanga ko kasi sobrang excited ako ngayong araw kasi I thought It's gonna be different between us...finally you're starting to like me. You even let me na matulog kasama ka kahit sobrang cold mo saakin.

I was hanging on. The fact that you showed me those kindness, everything.

* sniff *

" I'm so stupid. This is so stupid. "
Bulong ko sa sarili ko habang naglalakad ako pauwi. Naalala ko tuloy kahapon ng hinabol mo ako. I was so damn happy, nagawa mong iwan si Chandra kasi nag aalala ka saakin but earlier..you look so mad. Hurt was all over your face, ni hindi mo nga pinakinggan ang sasabihin ko. Tapos yung mas masakit yung sinabi mo nung huli.

Na huwag na akong babalik sa Restaurant. You hated me that much? To the point na ayaw mo na akong makita? But you said yesterday..ayaw mo kapag hindi ako nagpapakita doon, because you'll be worried. Is that a lie?

" uuuhh..hng.. * sniff * * hic * —"

" Seven... STUPID! JERK! I HATE YOU!! " Sigaw ko habang mukhang tangang umiiyak. Napaupo ako sa daan at umiyak doon.

* hic *

" That's a lie..I still love you. "
But this is too much. My heart was thorn to pieces by your words. Sobrang sakit. I was really doing my best you know? You said you'll never be interested in me. Dream on you said...I already know that much. But I just want you to know na gusto talaga kita. Sobrang gusto kita kaya sobrang iyak ko ngayon.

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