Was I Ever Really Loved By You? (TRAMYHEARTSERIES #2) (ON-GOING)

💖 Prologo 💖

Was I Ever Really Loved By You?

"Bunny... Please Baby.. Can we...can we just...go back to how we used to be?" He asked in a not so sturdy voice. I can almost hear the crack in his tone.

Is he out of his mind? Go back to how we used to be? How? May time machine na ba itong naimbento para makabalik pa kami? Kasi kung wala naman, mas imposible pa sa imposible ang gusto nitong mangyari.

Hindi nito alam kung ilang beses kong naihiling na sana makabalik pa ako sa nakaraan.

Sa nakaraan kung saan pinili ko itong mahalin kahit wala namang kasiguraduhan.

Gusto kong bumalik doon para magmahal na lang ng iba nang sa gayon, ay hindi ko na naranasan ang masaktan at madurog ng dahil dito.

I unwrap his arms around me and made a poker face before looking unto him.

I saw his eyes glistened in the dark from something.

Was it from tears? Was he crying?

I bitterly smirk and mentally nag myself while still in tears.

Oh Kari, until now you're still so dumb, bakit ka naman niya iiyakan?

Hindi ko alam kung si Zereff ang klase ng lalaking iiiyak ng dahil lamang sa isang babae, kasi kung oo, di sana'y hindi nito ginawang saktan ako.

"No Zereff. We can't. Unless you have invented the time machine." I said the sarcasm is evident in my voice.

"Bunny..." he said, trying to reach me, but I dismissed his hand. I don't want to be touch by him again. Ever. Because I know, if I would let him, I will be succumbed by my wantonness.

"We can't go back Zereff. We can't. The moment we crossed the boarding line of friendship and became lovers, we know very well that there is no turning back. We both agreed to that. And you just blew all of it. All of it Zereff." I said. Nakita ko ang pagbagsak ng mga balikat nito at paglungkot ng mukha.

I can't almost bear the pain when he broke up with me. I can't because losing him means losing myself too.

But I almost forgot, I will never gonna lose the person in front of me because he was never mine from the start.

Zereff is not mine from the very beginning. Nadala lamang ito ng pagmamahal at kapusukan ko.

Sino nga ba ang hindi madadala sa taong mahal na mahal ka at handang ibigay ang lahat lahat sa kanya para lang mahalin mo siya?

"Can I... can I ask you something?" Tanong ko dito na hindi na hinintay ang pagsang-ayon nito. Nakatingin ito ng matiim sakin at naghihintay ng sunod na sasabihin ko.

Natawa ako ng mapakla bago itinuloy ang salita.

"I already know the answer for this, but I am a bit of a masochist so I still want to know..." Natuyo ang lalamunan ko at tila naduwag ako na ituloy ang tanong.

Pero hindi na ko aatras. Hindi na kahit kailan.

Nilunok ko ang kaduwagan ko at tinignan ito ng deretso sa mga mata.

"Was I ever really loved by you Z?"

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Author's Note.

Hi Cutiesss!

I hope you'll also enjoy reading this!
I would love to hear your thoughts guys!
God bless and Love lots! 😘😘😘

Love,

TramyHeart ❤️❤️❤️