Starting Over

Chapter 18

NH
The tour has started. We have done the first six concerts on the tour so far. All of them being in England or I should say the United Kingdom.  We have one final concert tonight in Glasgow. The first concert was in Manchester since that is where Harry fell in love with music as he was growing up.  It is crazy busy but so much fun. I can't wait to move onto the next country which happens to be Sweden.
The only thing I haven't liked on this tour yet is the fact Nick is tagging along. He somehow set it up with his job to follow Harry on tour for the first few concerts. I really hope since we are leaving the U.K. after tonight that we also leave Nick behind.  As you can tell I really do not like Nick. He seems to have an agenda when it comes to Harry. I haven't completely figured it out but I can assure you that I am keeping a close eye on him when he is around. Whenever Harry is free Nick has him whisked away to someplace very public. I think Nick has had more pictures of him in all those magazines and online news sites in the last 6 weeks then he has had his entire adult life. Nick never seems to allow Harry any down time. Hell I haven't had a conversation with Harry since the one when he told me about Nick. Yes we have talked work stuff but that is it. Basically I think Nick is an ass and Harry can do and does deserve much better

Manchester Arena

Hydro Arena in Glasgow

HS
I still can't believe that I am actually on tour singing my own music. I have been floating on cloud nine since the first concert in Manchester.  It was so great opening the tour there. I had a lot of friends there for support, Nick was there but most importantly my mum and sister were there. It was fantastic having them all there, I could actually feel the love coming off them all in waves.
Gearing up for the last show in the U.K. tonight. I can't believe I have already preformed six shows in 10 days. Everything is going at such a fast paces it is hard to keep up. I am actually looking forward to the next couple of days. Since the tour is heading to Sweden next we actually get a few days off and I really need some sleep. Don't get me wrong I am loving my life right now but I have been running on fumes since the tour began. I really don't like to tell Nick no since we will be separated very soon. He has been dragging me to night clubs, fancy ass restaurants and parties. Sometime all three in one night after I had a concert. He says he loves spending time with me and likes to show me off to everyone. I never thought I would be happy for a break from Nick but right now I am counting down the hours until I can get a solid night of sleep. Time to go perform my final concert in the U.K. on this tour. Then off to the airport and saying goodbye to Nick for a few weeks for sure.