Starting Over

Chapter 28

NH
It has been several weeks since the big scene with Nick. It has been a very nice not having to deal with that pain in the arse. We finished up the European leg of the tour and are actually almost down with the Asian leg as well. We have one final show in Tokyo tonight and the we are off to Australia.
Harry seems to be so much more relaxed since he sent Nick packing. We have had some really good times over the weeks also. Harry has been spending all,his free time with me and sometimes we even hung out with the band and rest of the crew. We are like one large family and we are all very comfortable around each other. Harry has made sure that either before or after each concert there was time for sight seeing. Many times it was just the two of us and to be honest these are my favorite times.

I have been noticing lately that I crave to be around Harry more and more. It is really weird but I am finding myself drawn to him. I could just sit and listen to his voice all day long. The strange thing is that I keep catching myself finding some reason to touch him. Maybe I am just really lonely and missing the physical connection I had with Emma.
Harry has always found little ways to surprise me along the tour so far. First off it was our extra day in Paris. Then after the concert in Barcelona we took a yacht to Italy since the next concert was in Rome. Then once we made is to Asia we spent a week backpacking. He seems to want me to experience the most I can while on this tour. Harry is just a fabulous person with the most loving heart.

HS
The last few weeks have been some of the best in my life. My tour is going great and that alone should be the reason for my happiness but it is not. My happiness is all due to a person named Niall. He has been my rock since everything blow up with Nick. I just really at first wanted to repay my friend for coming to my aid with Nick being an arse. However it has developed into something more for me.
The big thank you came after my concert in Barcelona. I surprised Niall with a yacht that would take us to Italy. Even though the trip was a quick one since I had a concert in Rome in three days. The two days we spent on the yacht were amazing. Just being able to relax with no one around to bother us. We got some sun, went swimming and jet skiing. I also made sure to have plenty of sunscreen so Niall doesn't get a sunburn.

Once the European leg of the tour was finished we actually had a couple weeks off before we went to Asia. I once again planned another surprise for Niall. This time it was just the two of us to backpack for a week in Southeast Asia. To say Niall was excited when I told him was an understatement. That was one of the best weeks of my life. That was when I really noticed that Niall always seemed to find a reason to be near me or touch me in some way. I don't know I may be reading more into what it really is and I don't want to get my hopes up. I also don't want to ruin my friendship with Niall either so I need to shut off these growing feeling I have for my sweet little Irishman.
I however need to come up with a special surprise when we go to Australia. I know that Niall has some family that lives there Maybe I need to reach out to his parents and set something up with them as a super special surprise. I know Niall does miss his parents so maybe this will be just the thing he needs. Now I just need to make it happen. I would do anything to see a smile on his face.