Supermodel

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Me and Ariel wrote music, but I never published mine.
She did her stage name was Sza, we made the name together in highschool. We called each other that.
She released a new album called Ctrl, my favorite song on the album was Supermodel. Jahseh loved the song Love Galore....🙄.

But I felt attached to Supermodel, then I realized this song might be about me.

I'm writing letter to let you know
I'm really leaving and no I'm not keeping your shit
(Ariel threw away a lot of memories of Solana and them.)
Heard you got some new homies, got some new hobbies even a new hoe to.
(She realized that Solana has moved to Jahseh, and left them in the past. She wants to hide the fact she's talking about her so she associates the person as if it were a man.)
Maybe she can come help you, maybe she can come lay Do
After we're done, what's done is done
I don't want nothing else to do with it.
(She was threw with the bs Solana gave her.)
Lemme tell you a secret
I've been secretly banging your home boy, while you in Vegas
All up on Valentine's Day
(During Valentines, Ariel and Luke were dating. She never told Solana. And now she was with her old best friend.)
Why is it so easy to forget like that
It can't be that easy for you to get like that
( She didn't care what she did, all she wanted was Solana. But Solana had gotten over her.)
Oh no she didn't
Oh yes I did
Oh no she didn't, I'll do it again
Leave me lonely for prettier woman
You know I need to much attention for shit like that
You know you wrong for things like that
I could be your Supermodel if you believe, if ya see it in me, see it in me, see it me
I don't see myself
(Ariel felt like Solana did her wrong, and caused a lot of insecurities and insecure thoughts like 'What did he have besides a penis that made you want him?')
Why I can't stay alone just by myself?
Wish I was comfortable just by myself, but I need you, but I need you, but I need you.
(She still loves Solana, and needs her.)

Ooh, just get a load of them, they got chemistry
All they could say, we like brother and sister
Look so good together
Bet they fuckin' for real
And they was right
That's why I stayed with ya
The, the dick was too good
It made me feel good
For temporary love
You was a temporary lover
(She knew there love was temporary, but she still needed Solana.)

Listening to the song felt like she was trying to tell me, 'I miss you'.
But she drove me away so I didn't wanna assume.
We live exactly across from each other, everytime she leaves I hear her, any time she's having sex I could hear her. I also felt when she was sad. No, we didn't do a blood bond but anytime I felt sick, she would be sad or depressed. It was like we did one but we didn't.

Jahseh's POV
It seemed like everyday Solana would play Supermodel by Sza aka Ariel. She would scream/sing the lyrics loud and sometimes cry. I never understood why. Did she have a boyfriend that broke her heart but cheating, or did she cheat on Valentine's Day? I don't know, but I want to. I don't like seeing her cry, especially when I don't know why.
Me: Babe, what's wrong?
Solana: Nothing, I'm fine. She said in a shaky voice.
Me: Look I know you're not fine, tell me.
Solana: I didn't mean to hurt Ariel, I knew she loved me and I knew that us doing what we did was bad. Now I don't have any friends, or anyone else but you. And I don't wanna push you away again. She cried
Me: You can't push me away... I love you, and I knew Ariel loved, well loves you. She only pushed you away because she knew that she would have to get over you. She knew that you were in love with me, and she wasn't ready to leave you.
Me: I know and it's my fault.

We talked, until she fell asleep in my arms. I took her phone while she was asleep and texted Ariel.
- Um Ariel this is Jahseh, we need to talk or text if that's okay
Ariel🥀💕- Sure, wassup.
- Solana has been crying and listening to your song Supermodel. She told me she misses you, and loves you still. But does that song have anything to do with her?
Ariel🥀💕- Um, yea. I changed the sex of the person the song was about. It's about her, she fell in love with her bestfriend in highschool (me) , and she kissed me then next thing you know she was dating someone else. Then Prom came and we kissed and had sex for the first time. After that she tried to act like she had lost all feelings for me. At that time she didn't have ANY friends anymore. So she ran away... when I found across the hall she was crying because of you! I was supposed to be her 'supermodel', the one she would fall in love with, but I had to realized she loves you, and I can't keep falling for her like this. You got your answer so bye! 🖕🏾 👋
- Ariel, I'm sorry. But she needs you, as a friend at least. I wish I could help her but in this situation only you can.
Ariel🥀💕- The last time I checked I said BYE!
- Fine.

So after that I texted Tianna
- Tianna don't tell Ariel or Solana in fact, that I'm doing this. I need you to get Ariel to meet up with Solana
Tianna🖕🏾- I knew y'all were freaky but what kinda shit are y'all on
- No, not like that. She needs Ariel. You know Solana needs a friend and technically you took her from her. Plus you left her, she needs Ariel. But only as a friend Bc I also need my gf and so do you.
Tianna🖕🏾- Fine. I'm only doing this Bc, Solana is crying over her too, so here's the plan.....

We texted and exchanged numbers. I deleted previous texts between me and Solana, and me and Tianna so that she wouldn't know the plan:
Tell Solana 'Let's go to the mall or some shit, get something to 'eat' aka meet up with Ariel. Have the wait or sit them next to eachother while me and Tianna leave. This was gonna turn out great.
I feel asleep after planning.

Solana's POV
I woke up to Jahseh's phone buzzing. I checked it and it was Tianna? I declined then looked threw his phone, the only thing that I saw that was sus was this text messages between Tianna and him. It was stuff like 'When this happens, it's gonna be great.'
'Yes, I wanna see her happy'
'Thx, you helped a lot. I don't know what I would've done with out u'
In my head I'm like 'WTF!'
But then I find something else.
I read the name in angry "GENEVA!"
I don't like, but Jah loves her so I don't get to mad at him for texting her, depending on the topics. I look them there messages and see that this bitch is still tryna take him from me.
So I hit her up.
- Um, at first I thought that it would be fine Bc I knew your dumb ass wouldn't come at MY man but now bitch, imma say this.... STAY TF AWAY FROM HIM, you did your damage and I'm his girl now, BYE HOE
Geneva💔- Um excuse me the last time I check your nigga I texting back so he must not care for you, secondly you dumb for thinking that you was gonna keep him. 😂 It's funny how you hoes think.
- 😂 it's funny that u talking shit, but know that if u run up, you getting to ass beat 😂 💀
Geneva💔- I don't have time for this, bye bitch
- Thx for understanding, to stay in a hoes lane.
After that, I did t bother to delete any messages, I don't care if he gets mad at me for coming at her. I know he loves her, and hates when people like me and his fan come at her, but I just can't get used to the fact that she is a bitch.
He woke up and I was in the living room watching Bad Girls Club.
Jahseh: Solana wtf
Me: What's wrong baby, what your looking at ur texts
Jahseh: Bruh I told you stop comin at her.
He said referring to Geneva🖕🏾, I failed to mention I changed her name form Geneva💔 to Geneva🖕🏾, sorry not sorry.
Me: What, I saw that she was still trying to come at you, and I'm not gonna let that shit slide.
Jahseh: So you threatened her!
Me: hell tf yea, why are you so mad at me. I should be mad at you. Plus your ass should be mad at her.
Jahseh: What are you talking about?
Me: 'ThX, fOR HelPIng Out, i DoNT knOw wHat I wOULd Do WitH OuT YoU' does that ring a bell
Jahseh: It's not what you think.
Me: well let's see what I think... I think you're on that bullshit again, and I'm not sure how to handle it so I just retaliate confusingly
Jahseh: Babe, I can't tell you what it meant or what we were talking about but it wasn't nothing for you to get mad at
Me: Oh, okay so I'm fine now. I completely understand that I shouldn't be mad because my boyfriend is hiding something from me, it cool.
I say in a sarcastic voice.
Jahseh: Just trust me! Oh shit!-

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