How do you feel?

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*Y/N POV*

After I walked away from Yoongi and the girl, I stood there behind the lockers listening in on their conversation, but why did I do that? Why was I so paranoid? Throughout the time I stood there I kept thinking about leaving, because I didn't wanna intrude but I still stood there as if I was stuck to the ground beneath me. Either way if I actually walked away or not, it wouldn't help the fact that something is going to bother me throughout the whole day. Out of curiosity I just kept quiet and listened.

"H-Hi my name is Chung-Hee" 

So her name is Chung-Hee, wait why do I even care what her name is? I should just leave, but then I heard what I didn't want to hear after fighting with myself for a while, it left me in shock 

"Will you go out with me?"

I stood there without making a single sound, tears daring to fall from my eyes.

"W-What?" I whispered to myself 

Why do I feel this way? This has nothing to do with me, and nor should I care, but why do I feel like I'm suffocating at this moment? I walked away as quick as I could without looking back, knowing that if I stayed any longer then something terrible would happen, as that thought crossed my mind, I started walking faster trying not to feel any emotion.

I sat in my seat,  feeling empty on the inside. I sat there staring into nothing, not even noticing that Yoongi came back and sat behind me. He constantly called out to me but I couldn't hear his calls for me. I sat there feeling numb until school was out and done for, as I got up a hand quickly grabbed onto mine, gripping it tight, but still gentle enough so I wouldn't feel any pain.

"Hey, Y/N you okay?" He asked me with concern

I flinched at the question but turned around and smiled a weak smile at him

"Yes, I'm fine" saying those words made me want to cry, but I held it in

"Are you sure, if anything I'm always here for you" He said

"I'm fine" I said weakly

"Okay then, but I'm going to walk you home because I don't trust that you are truly alright, is that okay?" he asked me as if I was going to say yes, but even if I declined, he would tag along anyway

"Sure, you can" I smiled weakly

We walked out the classroom, out the school, and out of the school gates. As we were walking, he suddenly said something

"What's for dinner?" He asked while looking up at the sky

"I don't know, I didn't make anything when we left" I replied 

He looks over at me flashing a gummy smile, which helped me regain some of myself back

"Then I'll cook for us then" He chuckled

I then giggled along with him

We talked while walking back home, when we got inside the house he started talking about the situation with Chung-Hee and him, I then felt numb once again, he kept talking about her, her name constantly escaping his mouth, every word he'd say I'd feel my vision blur, my head then started to pound, my knees got weak and so I lost my balance. Yoongi noticed this, and caught me before I touched the floor, I was hyperventilating scared that if I didn't I would run out of breath.

Yoongi constantly saying another girls name made me feel insane. After a couple of breaths, I got up but stumbled. Yoongi tried to help me up to the couch, and sat me down while handing me a glass of water. I drank some and calmed down a bit

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