16/9/17 (started writing this at 9.30am)

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Today started out 'fine'. (Note the quotation marks). The sun is shining, the birds are chirping and...

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I HAVE A WONDERFULLY MAGNIFICENT SORE THROAT THAT IS DEFINITELY NOT KILLING ME!!! Woohoo....(Note the sarcasm)

Anyways, my mum is currently face timing her younger bro (their Indonesians) cause he's coming over to SG to my house fr idk y. He's gonna be reaching here either today/tomorrow/ the day after tomorrow.

He came alone so he's gonna b staying in my house. IN MY ROOM.

Fudge. My mum just scolded me fr not being able to finish my SC paper yesterday. She literally scolded me fr 45straight calling me dumb and saying that people would think the worst of me. I have the best mum right?

Am I crying? No. I've wasted enough tears in the past 12 years over my parents' scoldings. Sine inspiration from a couple of songs.

Jojo Siwa (Boomerang)

I don't really care about what they say

I'mma come back like a boomerang

Won't let the haters get their way

I'mma come back like a boomerang

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger

think you've got the best of me

Think you've got the last laugh

I bet you think that everything good is gone

And if you think that I'll come back

I'll come back swinging

Maybe you don't know me cause you're dead wrong

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger

Stand a little taller

Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone

Rachael Platten (fight song)

This is my fight song

Take back my life song

Prove I'm alright song

My powers turned on

Starting right now I'll b strong

I'll play my fight song

And I don't really care if nobody else believes

Cause I still got a lot of fight left in me

I'm currently finishing up the SC paper n I'm pretty irritated so yea. I'll only write again today if there's anything interesting.

Peace out,
Your thinking of suicidal girl

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