I'm (NOT) The same [On Hold]

•Different People. 12•

March 4th
I went to school.
I picked up Jake to go to school.

Something's off. He's not smiling, holding my hand, talking, blinking, hell I'm not even sure if he's breathing.

We got all the way to school.... without a word. There's something wrong.

Then he shouted "HEY LOOK OVER HERE!" And kissed me.

God I was surprised as fuck but did nothing to stop him.

Then I heard cameras going off and the shuddering sounds they made.

I was sure they were taking pictures but I didn't even care.

We went to class. He was smiling as usual. But then as we got around to 5th hour he started acting strange.

Like he was waiting for someone.
No it can't be..... could it.

The then I looked to see the teacher, calling my name.

The bell had rung and I was just sitting there, in deep thought.

I was wearing a green short sleeve shirt and black shorts with the classic converse.

I got up. And went to class, art, and then I get to go home.

When I got to art, Jake wasn't there.

Where did he go, HE BETTER NOT BE SKIPPING!

I sat there, in class, alone.
For that entire hour, my stomach was tight. It felt as if it was being pushed against my spine.

The final bell rang, I didn't even bother going to my locker or grab my things.

I just walked, I was going to find Jake my stomach hurts for a reason.

I ran to his house first, he wasn't there, I checked the library, he wasn't there either. I checked everywhere.

His house, the library, the mall, the cafe, the tree he likes climbing, his backyard, my house, my room, the abandoned School bus he turned into a mini home, EVERYWHERE.

And he was nowhere to be found.
By this time I was sitting on a bench, tired and crying, obviously hurt.

But I was wrong, I hadn't checked everywhere.

I walked, my legs could give out any minute.

I walked to the park, where we ice-skated a few months ago.

I walked slowly but I was moving and so was time.

"Hey!" I heard a voice from behind calling. I turned around. It was Nathaniel, my 1st-8th grade bully.

We were, 'cool' now, I guess. "What's wrong?" He asked starting to frown.

"Nothing!" I said. Real freaking convincing Rayne! Shut up, don't make me come up there.

"Well okay but you can tell me anytime!" He said giving me a small wink.

I couldn't even believe that this gently, sensitive guy used to to my bully.

"Well I gotta go help Mom with the groceries, I know she like the break though." He said giggling.

"Okay, text me later!" I say to the kid speeding towards the black haired woman.

I just turned and continued walking. I went to way my heart pulled me.

I stopped.

I could see him. Sitting against the tree. With another girl. He was kissing her.

Run! My mind practically screamed. So I did. I was running, I didn't care where but I was getting away from there.

I could hear him calling my name but I didn't care!It was over! WE were over.

I didn't dare look back. Just keep forward, don't stop! If I did this I would have to worry about him.

I ran all the way tho my house.
Mom wasn't home so I left her a quick note.

Dear Mama

I can't come home right now.
I know this is bad but don't worry.
I'm going over Alicia's house...
Like I used to.
I love you.
Bye.

~Rayne.

I didn't want to tell my mom everything. I felt like I was over reacting, but I did just what I said.

I packed my suitcase and some of the katsudon my mom made the day I woke up.

I called Alicia and told her everything, if I can't tell my mom I can at least tell her.

She drove to my house and picked me up. We talked about it and she understood. Like hell I knew she'd understand.

When we got to her house Austin was there. He didn't look surprised that I was with her.

"I'm sorry Rayne, I should've told you." He said looking down. (He can see into the future like I can)

"It's okay, I seen it coming." I say to calm him.

"Here." Alicia says handing me a cup, from the smell of it it was toffee.

"You always know what I like!" I say smiling. "Isn't that what sisters do." She say drinking some.

"You to are so weird!" Austin says smiling too "We'll if your dating my sister you must not be normal yourself!" I say raising an eyebrow.

We giggled and talked as usual, I was tired and fell asleep sitting up.

Alicia and Austin layed me down and covered me. I felt something warm on my forehead.

Did she just kiss you?! I thought then felt another. Omfg they both just kissed you goodnight.

I giggle to myself and drifted deeper into sleep.

Well, what did you think..... I know it's kinda short. I'm doing my best. Tomorrow starts the weekend and I'll try and update then.

So now we know somethings about Jacob.
Did that surprise you or naaaaw?!

THANK YOU SUPPORTERS
Special thanks to yukkidork
She's my best friend on here and I love her. She's taught me a lot about friend ship.

Another special thanks to LaylaWilson017 she's my best friend in to story and real life. And I love her she really is like a sister.

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