A Coincidence

3!

My eyes slowly open and i see dad holding my right hand and Tessa holding my left. I squeeze my dads hand and he looks at me. I make a small smile. "Janessa!" He says hugging me. I could tell in his voice and his face he was crying a whole lot. I look at my left to see Tessa looking at me with tears rolling down her face. Everybody was there, Brendan, Lydia, Uncle Jake, Chance, Anthony, oh and Tessa and dad of course. I look around.. "Where's Ethan?" I say. "He's not your main priority right now, and he won't be for awhile" dad says. "No you can't do that! I love him!!" I say as I shoot up. "Lay down!" Tessa says. "I need to see Ethan"I say with tears rolling down. A doctor comes in. "She can leave shortly, she didn't get any major injuries, just bruises so take it slow." The doctor says. "I'm gonna go sign the papers and then we're going home." Dad says walking out. "I'm going to the bathroom" I say getting up. I lock myself in there and see I'm still wearing his sweatshirt. I hold onto it tightly and fix my hair. I get back out and lay down. "Since dad isn't here someone tell me where Ethan is!" I say. "We can't do that" Uncle Jake says. I give him a dirty look. "He's in the room next door." Tessa says. "Tessa!" Everybody says. "I'm not gonna let my sister not see the boy she loves and has loved for years" she says wiping her tears. I get up. "Whoa whoa whoa" chance says trying to lay me back down. I smack his arms off of me. "Don't EVER touch me again" I say as I walk into the next room. I see Ethan still asleep and Grayson is next to him. Gray looks up and makes a small smile. He doesn't say anything but he hugs me, I hug him back. I go up to Ethan. "Ethan this isn't your fault.. So don't beat yourself up for it. I'm fine and you will be too. My dad doesn't want me to see you but I'm not gonna let that happen. If I have to sneak out to see you I will. If I get grounded for it then I don't care. Because Ethan... I love you. And I always will." I say as a tear rolls down. I kiss his forehead. "I love you too Janessa" he whispers. Dad opens the door and sees me. I turn fast. "What are you doing in here! I told you your not gonna be seeing him for awhile!" He says grabbing my arm. "LET GO!" I say as I take my arm back. "It's not his fault! It's not mine either! It's both of our fault and you can't stop me from not seeing him because I love him." I say as I walk out. Dad walks in behind me. "We can go home" he says. "I'm not going home with you right now." I say. "Why?" He says. "Because I can't stand to look at you right now. So Lydia can you please pack me a bag at home and Uncle Jake can I stay with you for a bit?" I say looking at them. "You can stay with me for sure, my home is your home" Jake says. "I will drop it off, anything important you want me to pack?" Lydia asks. "Nope" I say. She nods. I look at dad. "See you soon" I say. Before we leave I give Brendan a hug. "If you need anything you got my number" he says hugging me back. I nod. Dad, Lydia, and Brendan leave. "Ready?" Anthony asks. "Wait" I say. I run into Ethan's room and I give him a kiss. "Text me" I say. "For sure princess" he says. I run out. "Let's go" I say. We get to the team 10 house and it's ruckus. "TEAM 10 MEETING!" Jake yells. We all gather around. "So Janessa will be staying with us for a bit. Treat her well because she's hurt and we're gonna have to bring it down a notch. We don't want her getting hurt." Jake says giving me a side hug. "Where do I stay?" I ask. "What kind of question is that? You know you're staying in my room" Tessa says giving me a hug. We walk up to Tessa's room and I sit on the bed. "Who's sweatshirt is that?" Tessa asks as she takes off her makeup that's still on."I forgot I had this on... It's Ethan's. He gave it to me since it was cold in the car then seconds later boom.." I say trying to hold in my tears. (Text convo) lydia: I'm outside with your things/Me: ok I'm coming (text ended) "Tessa, Lydia is here I'm gonna go grab my things"I say loud enough. "Ok be careful!" She says back. I go down stairs and outside. "Thanks Lydia, I owe you one" I say taking my things. "Anything for you" she says giving me a hug. I go back up stairs and unpack a bit. I change into tights but keep the sweatshirt on. I fall asleep. Next morning I wake up and Tessa is still sleeping. I get up slowly and go down stairs to where everybody is. "Hey Janessa! You sleep well?" Jake asks."yea" I say. "Where's chance?" I ask "he's outside" Jake says. I go outside to see Chance sitting there. "Hey" I say sitting next to him. "Hi" he says. "I'm sorry Chance. I didn't mean what I said yesterday. I was just mixed with emotions. I just had all these worries placed on me. It's hard for only being 15." I say. "It's ok, I understand. You have worries and so do I. I just wanted what's best for you" he says looking down. "And I thank you for that. I love you Uncle Chance". I say hugging him. "I love you too Janessa" he says hugging me back. We both go inside. It's been a week and I feel much better. I haven't talked to dad for a week. I talk to Brendan and Lydia everyday. I FaceTime Ethan every night. I'm really missing home. I think it's time to stop giving dad the silent treatment. I go down stairs to Jake. "Jake I'm ready to go home." I say. "Ok bring your bags." He says. I go upstairs and put on black legging with my black Pumas, my black and gray maverick hoodie. I put my hair in a bun. "Bye Tessa I'm going home." I say. "Bye my love, text me if anything. I will be texting you tonight." She says giving me a hug. Me and Jake get into the car and go. He pulls up to my apartment. "Be safe and I love you" he says giving me a hug. "Bye love you too" I say hugging back. I get out with my bag and head up stairs. Before I walk in I hear my dad. "I feel so lonely, I don't wanna do anything. We haven't posted a vlog for 4 days.. I guess we should make a excuse come on Brendan. Time to put a smile on." Dad says. "You sure?" Brendan says. "Yea" dad says. "HEYO LOGANG WHATS POPPIN! Sorry I haven't posted for 4 days. My life's been crazy but I'm back! Please don't worry in the comments" he says. I get out my keys and open the door. I close the door. I walk to my room without a word and lock it. I unpack everything and take off my shoes. I missed my father so much. I burst into tears knowing how wrong I did him. I open my door and look for dad. He gets out from the kitchen and looks at me. I run to him and jump on him as I give him a hug still crying. He hugs me back as he cries too. "I missed you so much" he says. "I missed you too dad. I just needed a break but it was longer then expected and I'm sorry for that." I say. "How about we all watch a movie?"Lydia asks. "Sounds amazing!" I say. Brendan makes popcorn and I get to pick the movie."WE'RE WATCHING THE TITANIC!" I yell. "OMG YES!" Lydia screams as well. "Oh no" Brendan and dad say. We put it on and I lay next to dad. The movie finishes. "Let's outro the vlog together" dad says getting up. I nod. "OK LOGANG THAT IS IT FOR THE VLOG! BY THE WAY LOOK AT JANESSA'S SWEATSHIRT!" Dad yells. "LOGANPAUL.COM/SHOP LINK IN BIO!" I yell. "WE WILL SEE YOU GUYS TOMORROW! PEACE!" We say. I shake my head to the camera and it's done. "Well I'm gonna go to bed" I say. "Goodnight!" They say. Before I can close my door Kong comes in. I close my door and lay down. Kong jumps next to me. (Text convo) Tessa: everything alright?/Me: yes my love/Tessa: ok good! Goodnight I love you💓/Me:Night love you too ❤️ (text ended) (Instagram: Ethan Dolan just liked your post) Did he just like a post for awhile ago? Is he stalking my page? I smile. (Text convo)Eteeweetee: hey princess/Me:hey what's up?/Eteeweetee: Nothing just laying in bed you?/Me: same, in bed with Kong/Eteeweetee: nice well sweet dreams my love/Me: you can't call me "my love" only Tessa can😂/Eteeweetee: fine.. Sweet dreams my princess goodnight/Me: goodnight Eteeweetee I love you/Eteeweetee: love you too❤️(text ended) (@Ethan Dolan tweeted: Love talking to her before going to bed @NessaPaul) (@NessaPaul retweeted and liked @EthanDolan's post) (@NessaPaul replied to @EthanDolan's tweet: Love you Eteeweetee❤️) ( @EthanDolan liked and retweeted @NessaPaul's tweet) I laugh and put my phone to charge. I later drift into a sleep.