A memory that haunts me part 2

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Oh shit he saw I tried to cover it up but it was too late. I broke down crying I know what I did was wrong, but I felt like I was back in school in Gary Indiana I was alone while Michael was out already doing amazing things with his life. i saw Michael dash to me and I just curled up in a tight ball.

" Helen I can't help you if you dont tell me what's wrong"

" Well Michael I don't want to tell you what's wrong" I pushed him away and I didn't feel his presence near me again I felt alone. I felt his arm return around my neck sang  in my ear.

" you and I must make a pack, we much bring salvation back where there is love I'll be there. I'll reach out my hand to you I'll faith in all you do just call my name and I'll be there" he paused and took a deep breath. he looked to the floor and back at me holding a tight caring grip on my hand,

" Helen I wrote that song just for you ask any of my brothers. And I love you too much to not known what happened to you so please tell me the truth"

" okay" I took of my sweater leaving me with just my black sports bra. in started to unwrap the bandage off my tan Carmel skin. it to my surprise the cuts looked new liked the didn't even get a little better

" just go I'm sorry I even entered your life I'm a train wreck and I'm acting like a freaking dangle in distress. I'm a horrible person cause I'm just baggage no one wants. Michael what's wrong with me why aren't I normal why can't I be proud of my body or not have temptations to do dangerous stuff when I miss the one I love. just go" I kept repeating "just go" over and over again but each time I said the smaller my voice became. I just laid on the floor hearing my tears fall from my face and plunk onto the hard wood. I felt Michael's hand go through my brown wavy hair and i held on to him

" No I'm glad you told me this and you let this out cause this is good for you. But I'm gonna make my Bad album and another album and another. Helen I'm not stopping anytime soon so that means I'm gonna have to go on tour a lot and I'm sorry but what can I do"

" it's gonna kill me to say this but... go, and I'm not kidding Michael baby I love you and I will always love you but this US is hurting not only you but me. It will take a while to get over you who knows maybe I won't get over you but this would be for the best. if you live something set it free." I got up and put back on my sweater trying to pull my self together.

" No I can't i don't want to let you go Helen this isn't fair I'm supposed to be your man the one and your my girl I can't imagine any one else taking your place, I just got you back Helen" I looked at him and kissed him.

" we will see each other again I promise you" we linked pinkie and he left to his hotel and I looked out the window. watching as Michael's lanky figure jogged on the black hard Rocky roads of New York. now what will I do with my self.

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