the cracks that appear

the waiting game

guys i'm so sorry, i broke up with my boyfriend on Tuesday after a 10 month relationship, i suppose i haven't gotten over him yet , i guess i'm just too sad to write. will add more soon for you guys

Abby felt quite raw with emotion because she was only out of her relationship a few days and she wasn't sure how to express her emotion. While things settle down between her and Ronan, Abby has to try put her thoughts of him aside, Abby is pretty nervous about the fact that he already has seen more than what she would have wanted him to see. Abby's in a big predicament in her life because her supposed boyfriend hasn't texted her since way before thanksgiving, so she has had enough and texts him saying the relationship is over, her next challenge is getting through the day without crying. Ronan was with her and a friend for lunch the previous day, Abby could see how much he couldn't look at her body even though shes pretty sure when she went to get lunch he looked, she was wearing shiny heels and she knew that he had a thing for them.

Abby had put a bit of distance between them and she was thankful of the fact Christmas holidays where coming up, because if she was around him for longer more than likely she'd fall for him more than she already has. When she thinks about it she asks herself what the he'll is wrong with her, the very fact she checks her phone a lot to see if he messages, the thought of him unsettles her and scares her so much. Abby wants to be able to build defences but she's already gotten to the point where she can't, he knows so much already but the fact that he could be trying to play with her emotions hurts

I'm back guys, sorry it took so long I just needed to get back on my feet after a long relationship.