the cracks that appear

finding something that works when it shouldn't

Finding that special someone who understands you from the very first moment you ever meet, is an amazing feeling. Abby thinks she has found the other half of her soul. On the outside he looks hot, toned abs like you would have in a teenage dream his hair was black in colour, it fell into place without any effort. As Abby thought about his appearance more she could picture his muscle filled arms almost too real, in the background you can hear the whispers of steroids, and in her heart she knew he wasn't that type of guy. The rest of his body really was left to her imagination. Few days before they met in person, they had been getting to know each other by messaging for hours upon hours. Their first meeting was in the gym, it surprised Abby when he came over and brought her around a few of the exercises he does to achieve the pristine body that she would love to worship at one point. They had alternated exercise between them but when it was his turn she couldn't help herself but look how his muscles flexed in fascinating ways that distracted her so much, the best part for her was when he'd position himself close to a mirror, so he could flex his muscles, even show off a bit, it made her blush and laugh nervously. Lunch with him was going okay until one of her friends came and interrupted the dynamic of their lunch, for Abby it was like all she wanted was to spend time alone with him, before her friend interrupted them she felt like it was only them two alone in a room. Abby's friend couldn't have made it more obvious that she thought her, and Oliver should be a couple or will be one soon. Abby really couldn't disagree with her on that. Abby knew from the moment they started talking on the 1st of Febuary that Oliver wasn't like other guys. The fact that a certain few guys tease her about the fact that she will never find love, but she hopes she can prove them wrong. There was one point during their lunch that she won't forget, Abby's friend brought their hands together, thing is they held each other's for a minute or two after, she can't even remember how long it was, time seemed to fly by when they spent time together. The feeling of his touch was amazing, it was like half of her was lost years ago and now its found. When she got home she had to go message her friend who's from Switzerland, his name is Jack. Jack has been a friend of hers for a long time and he knows about her struggles and he knows a lot about her life, he's been incredibly supportive and has given her good advice. Along with Abby's friend who basically illustrated the fact that there could be romance on the horizon, and Abby's best friend and Jack both think they are in the early stages of dating. For Abby she knew one thing it wasn't how he looked that attracted her, it was his personality. Abby isn't sure how she can tell him hown much he means to her