Taken// Why Don't We

Wanted.

Alexis' pov

"Hey." I say sitting next to Jack on the rocks.
"Morning." He grumbles.
I look at him weirdly.
"What's up? You seem upset." I say concerned.
"Nothing." He simply replies.
He starts to strum on his guitar.
"Oh come on. You can tell me." I say leaning on him.
He shakes me off.
"Everything is fine now leave me alone." He says.
My heart just... sinks.
"Leave me alone?" I say repeating to him.
"Ya. Just go away!" He practically shouts.
What is happening? I close my eyes. Tears threatening to spill out of them.
He looks at me.
"Well what's wrong?" He asks.
I don't say anything.
I've been down this path before. Why does this always happen to me? I thought he really loved me. Now he's... changed. Like everyone else. I thought we could be a serious relationship. Unlike every other sleeze I've gone for. There's a reason why I'm such a flirt. That I move on from guy to guy and instantly throw them away after. A damn good reason.

~flashback~

"Hey baby how's your day?" I Ask running up to kiss my boyfriend.
"Fine." He mumbles.
I look at him.
"What's wrong? You seem a little... off." I say concerned.
"Look I think it's just best if we go different ways." He says not even bothering to look at me.
My heart sinks.
"Whaa... whaa... what?" I stumble out.
"Just go away. Leave my sight." He says with no expression.
"What the fuck did I ever do to deserve this!?" I Ask suddenly becoming infuriated.
"Look.Hate to break it to you. But I was just using you to get Stacy. She's super hot... and it worked so. Sorry." He mumbles.
I look at him in complete shock.
Stacy walks up to him and he wraps his arm around her.
"Ohh. This is awkward. Look, maybe you should just move on." He says.
I can't believe this is happening.
"Oh. I should move on. Oh I'll show you move on." I say getting madder and madder. I grab the first guy I see.
I instantly kiss him. I really didn't want to... but maybe jealousy will win my ex back.
It didn't. Soon I was going after every guy. What once was me trying to win my ex back. Just turned into me wanting to feel... wanted. And people did want me... for just one night. Then I was thrown away. There was always more waiting... but they'd just do the same. I haven't had a steady boyfriend since. And I probably never will.
I guess I'll never find true love. No one truly wants me.

~flashback over~

But now I'm actually in tears.
I can feel Jack just staring at me.
I thought he was... different.
Not temporary love. Not someone that just uses me and then tosses me away. I believed in him.
He's still staring. I turn to him. But I see something change in his eyes.
Once filled with anger and frustration, are now filled with... sorrow.
"Oh my God Alexis. I'm so sorry." He spews out pulling me into a tight hug.
I'm a little confused. I wipe a tear away.
What on earth is happening?
"It was my breaking point talking not me." He says wiping away a tear of his own.
Oh!! His breaking point. That's what this is. No wonder he was so... mad.
So he didn't just use me...
Wow. I've just been used so many times, I thought he would do the same. I can't believe I just judged Jack like that. It's sad how that's the conclusion I jumped to.
"Oh you probably don't even know what that is..." He says.
"I know what it is... but how did you break out of it? You're normal again." I say confused.
"I... I don't know. I just felt your sadness... and I saw you cry. Than I realized that I caused those things. And my mood just went away."
He said still hugging me.
Wow. It just went away.
"I thought breaking points can only be broken after sex." I say.
"I thought so too. But I just... couldn't bare to see you like that... I love you." He blurts out.
Someone loves me.
He does.
Wow.
I'm... wanted.
"I'm so so so so so so so sorry." He says panicking.
Aww he feel bad.
I instantly shut him up with a kiss.
He's a little shocked. I pull away after a little bit.
"What if my breaking point comes back?" He asks worried.
I look at him.
Am I ready for it?
I... I think so.
I lean in to his ear.
"I know how to get rid of it." I whisper.
I bite my lip.
His face turns red. He looks at me... and picks me up throwing me over his shoulder.
"I'm taking that as a yes." I giggle.
He doesn't even answer. He just starts running into the house. I guess his super sexual little werewolf self is taking over lol.
He starts running so fast that we almost bump into Corbyn and Daniel.
"Out of the way!" Jack shouts.
"Hey watch it!" Shouts Corbyn.
"Ya! Some of us are trying to enjoy are days here!" Shouts Daniel.
"Can you all just shut up?!!" Shouts Zach from the other room.
Wow they're in a really bad mood. This breaking point this is no joke. I hope the over girls are ok. If this really affected me. I wonder how they're doing.

*dear younglings y'all prob wanna stop reading around here if your not comfortable with smut... everyone else I'm srry if it's rlly shit I'm not good at this lol*

Jack takes me to his room. He runs up to the wall and sets me on it as he smashes his lips onto mine.
"Ohhh Jack." I mumble.
He wastes no time with the foreplay. He carries me to his bed and basically rips my clothes off.
I'm in my bra and underwear now. I slide off his shirt as he does the same with his pants.
He's in his cute little boxers.
He smashes his lips onto me again and starts to unclip my bra.
He struggles trying to take it off.
I giggle a little in the kiss. He groans frustrated.
I assist him and take off my bra.
I feel is boner pop out.
He rips off my underwear as I slide off his. I'm not as rough as him ok lol.
He grabs the condom on his... nightstand?
I laugh.
"Prepared?" I Ask giggling.
He laughs too as he slides it on.
He positions himself and slides into me.
He doesn't even start off slow.
I moan so loud.
"Shut upppp!!!!!!" I can hear one of the boys yell.
In response I moan even louder.
He goes faster if that's even possible. Grab his curls tugging on them.
"Oh baby I'm so close." I mumble.
"Just a... bit longer... I'm... so close. Ohhhhhh!!!" He shouts.
We both release at the same time. Jack slides out of me.
He starts kissing my neck.
He instantly finds my spot the second I let a little moan escape.
"I'm gonna mark you ok?" He says looking at me for approval.
"Do it." I reply.
He sinks his teeth into my sweet spot.
I feel pain but it's soon replaced with a feeling I've never felt before. It felt... amazing.
He pulls his teeth out and licks the spot.
I'm super out of breath. Oh I'm definitely gonna be sore tomorrow.
Jack catches his breath. He smiles at me. He just stares.
I start to feel a little uncomfortable.
"Uhh... Jack? Can I have a shirt?" I Ask looking down and blushing.
"Umm... I mean I much rather enjoy you like this." He says pointing to my current state. I giggle.
"But sure." He says. He walks to his dresser and grabs me a big t shirt.
He throws it at me. I catch it and put it on.
He bites his lip and walks over to me.
"Round two?" He asks with a smirk.
I put my hand out stopping him.
"Ah ah ah. I'm already gonna be sore enough. We're not making it worse..." I answer.
He nods frowning a little.
"Don't worry. Maybe another day." I say.
I walk over to his bed and slide myself under the covers.
"Tired?" He asks chuckling. I nod closing my eyes.
He crawls into bed too.
"You wanna put on some clothes or something?" I Ask giggling.
"No. Not really. I'm fine like this." He says cuddling up next to me.
"Fine by me."