Falling (Levi x Eren Story)

Chapter 12. 1/3

{^Song above - So ist es immer. Right. This may yet again contain triggering emotion and feels if the last chapter made you feel like that.
(PLEASE READ 👇)
And I've decided to split this chapter into 3 different perspectives (like 1/3 is this one) The perspectives are based on how each person is feeling in that moment in time. I did this because it'll bring what people saw in that state etc. I hope you'll be okay reading it. It may me triggering.
~ A ❤️}

{1 / 3 - Levi's POV}
The door was slammed shut.
"W-wheres Dad gone?" I look over to my mother. Who has tears at the breach of falling.
"Your dad?... he's gone to find Eren. Levi."

I stare at the floor.
"H-he's with bad people Mum. BAD PEOPLE... H-He's in DANGER!!" I scream with tears down my face.
My mother brings me to her chest softly running her hand through my rough hair. But then she softly sings into my ears. A song that she used to sing when I was around 5 years old.

{Play song}

Die Stühle liegen sehr eng
Wir reden die ganze Nacht lang
Dieser niedrige Raum ist nicht schlecht
Wir können uns gut verstehen

So ist es immer
Unser Licht ist nur das
Trinken und singen
Wir begrüßen morgen
So ist es immer
Unterm rußigen Himmel leben wir zusammen
Der Nacht ist lang

'She sang with slight tears dripping from her cheeks, falling into her hands that softly caressed my cheeks.'

Da die Sterne nicht leuchten
Da der Mond auf diese Stadt nicht scheint
Schalten wir das Licht selbst an
Singen wir unter dem Steinhimmel

Chairs so close, a room so small
You and I talk all the night long
Meager this space but serves us all well
We comrades have stories to tell

And it's always like that in the evening time
We drink and we sing when our fighting is done
And it's always so we live under the burnt clouds
Ease our burden, long is the night

Dust and smoke, stars can't be seen
We all starve for a moonbeam on our town
We must all gather as one
Sing with hope and the fear will be gone

Die Stühle liegen sehr eng
You and I talk all the night long
Dieser niedrige Raum ist nicht schlecht
We comrades have stories to tell

So ist es immer, that in the evening time
We drink and we sing when our fighting is done
So ist es immer, we live under the burnt clouds
Ease our burden, long is the night

Da die Sterne nicht leuchten
We all starve for a moonbeam on our town
Schalten wir das Licht selbst an
Sing with hope and the fear will be gone

I was crying at this point. But a silent cry. My mum had already picked me up bridal style and had carried me up onto my bed. I am curled up into a ball
Thinking about Eren.
I close my eyes and believe.

-
Hey, Umm. Eren... if you can hear me... most likely not... but if I'm using telepathic messages correctly I just want to tell you that you'll be okay. Promise me, you will be okay. You'll be back with me, Kenny and Kuchel as a happy family in a happy house.
I love you. You know. I really fucking love you. And if I wouldn't be with you I don't think I would be able to live with myself.

I seriously really love you Eren. If there is anything wrong please tell me.
What's happening over there?
Where's your Dad?
Where's your sister?

Please just tell me that your okay and safe. I really love you. I don't want anyone to hurt you, I won't let anyone hurt you. If anything is seriously wrong, you will survive, you're a fighter. You're strong, you can fight.
You really deserve an amazing life. And I'm so happy to just say that Eren Jaeger is my boyfriend and I hope you feel the same.

Even if this message didn't go to you. Or telepathic messages don't even work. I'm going to say it o you anyway.
I really love you Eren Jaeger. And I really want us two to live together be happy together.
I hope you do too.
-

I went to fall asleep when something had just come to my mind.

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H-hey. I love you so much...you know? But to answer your questions. N-no. I'm not okay. And to be completely hon-nest with you. I don't think I will...survive.

I don't want you to feel p-pity for me. I do-don't want you to start stressing. I want you to just lo-love me like you did before I got into this mess.

I r-really love you Le- Levi. I am so happy as well to say that Levi Ackerman is m-my boyfriend.
G-goodbye.
-

After I got this message back, I never got any more replies. Please be safe Eren. And please be alive.

{As I said, this chapter is going to be in three parts. This one being in Levi's POV.
And I'm sorry for the cliff hanger in the last chapter. It'll carry on in one of these parts. I actually cried when writing this.
I hope it didn't hit the feels to hard when you read this.
~A ❤️}