Blake
The second I opened my eyes and saw Liam in that hospital room, I understood my secret had been revealed.
The look on his face froze me, it was heartbreaking, I had never seen him this way before.
I closed my eyes in pain, feeling the tears slowly slide down my cheeks.
I didn't want to wake up.
I wasn't supposed to wake up.
"I'm here now. And I won't let anyone touch you again." He stated, squeezing my hand and I knew I was right, he knew about John.
I couldn't stop the tears from falling, I didn't want him to know, I didn't want him to look at me.
He knew.
It was my worst nightmare.
Had Joane told him my secret?
Probably...
And I couldn't manage to look at him anymore.
"I promise." He almost whispered and event though my eyes were close, I could feel his burning stare on my skin.
I don't know what the doctors gave me but I strangely felt at peace for a moment, just like I was floating, until sleep overtook me, finally.
Next time I woke up I was lying in Liam's bed, still wearing my hospital gown. I frowned in confusion, wondering what I was doing here.
"Hey..." I heard Liam's soft voice and I closed my eyes, still not wanting to see him.
How can I look at him after everything that happened? How can he even stand to be here with me now that he knows the truth? Now that he knows that I'm a liar...
I stare at the wall trying to clear my head, to not think about anything but it doesn't work.
I should be dead.
It would be best for everyone.And Liam would be safe...
If John finds out that he knows I can't even imagine what he's going to do to him... He's rich, he knows people and I don't want Liam to be in danger because of me.
I should not be here.
It's too dangerous."Blake please... Look at me..." I feel him sit on the bed next to me but I can't manage to look at him. I just want...
To disappear.
I don't want to be here, I don't want to endure this anymore... This life...
How am I supposed to live with myself? After I lied to everyone...
After I killed my baby...
We were supposed to both die, we would be together now, no more lies, no more pain, no more suffering.
Why am I still here? What's my purpose?
"Blake please talk to me... I can hear anything..."
I can't talk.
I am so ashamed of myself.
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It's been two days and I still haven't said a word.
I can't eat, I can't talk, I can't even look at him.
I know he's desperate for me to give him a sign, I can hear him in his voice, I can feel it each time he tries to make me talk or eat something but I can't bear to look in those sad blue eyes.
I know if I look at him, all I will see is sadness, desperation... Pity.
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BLAKE
RomanceBlake is an abused girl, raised by a terrible mother and a terrifying step father. Her whole life changed when the monster decided to visit her bedroom one night. After losing everything she had, she felt broken for a long time, until she met him...