Hold Me Down.. (a Lucas coly love story)

Chapter 14

Liyla P.O.V
( some people been asking how you say her name it's like Lie-La)

"Why Can't you just leave me alone! Go away I don't wanna see you anymore" I ran away from Terrance.

His muscles throbbing and his chest pumping up and down. I never would of imagined my first love would be a sociopath. He pushed me to the ground.

Wrapping his hand around my neck. Looking deeply into my eyes..

" where tf you think you going? Huh? I run you! If I tell you to leave then you leave!"

I wrapped my hand around his wrist. I don't know how this happened. He was so nice and sweet.  I just wanted some time apart cause he kept yelling at me and pushing on me.

I don't know. I just wanna go home!

"You hear me! I know your not ignoring me!" He yelled in my face n tighten his hand around my neck, picking me up by it. Slamming against the wall.

"I'm not leaving you!" I cried out in pain. He just stared at me. He quickly dropped me and I plopped on the floor coughing, gasping for air.

"I'm sorry baby, you know I love you!  You make me like this! Your not gonna leave me no matter what!"

I cried even harder till I couldn't see clearly anymore.  My mom got us together.

At first I didn't like him but I eventually I started to like him. More like love. I loved him with everything I had. Nobody couldn't tear us apart.

Until he started cheating, cussing me out, pushing me, getting all in my face, talkin down on me. I couldn't take it anymore and I tried to leave.

I don't understand why this happened. I did nothing wrong to anyone! Why me? Does the world hate me!

He picked me up bridal style and put me in his bed. He leaned down and kissed my ear.

"If you don't stop fuckin crying Ima blow yo fuckin head off" he whispered .

I quickly got quiet and wiped my eyes.

WHY WHY WHY WHY?

I tried to sleep but I couldn't. It was late night on Saturday.  I started to plan my leaving.

I knew he was a hard sleeper so I can sneak out easily. Just before the block come out and sees me leaving. I don't know why I haven't left earlier.

my momma lets me stay here. I don't like it. Not one bit. Why don't she love me?

I don't know why my momma put us together! This was an mistake! I don't want anyone or anybody! I hate everyone! So cruel to me for what!

Even tho people treat me like nothing I still find hope and love in everything! Never trying to let the outside see the in....

But Terrance was different. He was sweet and kind, loving and damn right fine!

I couldn't understand what gotten into him I don't think I did anything wrong. I love him with all I got but I couldn't take it.
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A few hours past by and I slowly n silently got out of his bed.

I tiptoed out the room and went up the long hallway to the door.

I quietly opened up the door n darted out.

I felt like Forest Gump.

I don't think I ever ran so fast in my life!  I felt my tears fly down my face as I was running. Rolling down my face then becoming one with the Air when it reaches the bottom of my chin.

I heard a car tire screech against the road. I ran faster. Nobody could of caught up with me at my paste.

Or well I thought...

A car pulled up next to me. Rolling down its window. It wasn't Terrance but my mother!

Holding a gun pointed straight at me.

I stopped running and faced the car.

"Nighty night, My little girl.." she smirked evilly while

pulling the trigger....

I woke up screaming and crying my eyes out.

Lucas came running in the room to hold me like he always does when I'm upset or crying.

"What happened" He looked at me. I shook my head.

"Don't kill me! Don't kill me!" I screamed still seeing my momma with the gun in her hand. "I love you! Why do you hate me so much!" I cried harder.

"Shhhh Baby Girl. I'm here for you now" he kissed my forehead. I couldn't take the image out my head.

"Lucas don't leave me alone! I can't be alone! I never wanna be alone! Stay here with me... I don't wanna die alone.." I put my face in his neck. I never really knew the actions behind my mother. But she always hated me for something!

"Ima lay hea with you ok?" He laid  me back down while he was still holding me. Cuddling time. My screams came to faint sobs to quiet whimpers.

I never thought I would break.

My whole wall broke. And I think it's time to talk about it to someone.

I kissed Lucas jawline "thank you very much LuLu. I appreciate you so much" I whispered. I felt him smile.

"No problem shorty" is all I heard him say before I slowly drifted asleep.

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To be continued....