Hold Me Down.. (a Lucas coly love story)

Chapter 19

Liyla Pov

It's been four weeks since me and Lucas had sex. And honestly I been throwing up and I can't seem to hold down any of my favorite foods.

Everything jus seem so nasty and disgusting.

I might go take me a pregnancy test, I jus really hope I'm not tho, sad to say it.

But I don't think I'm fit to be a mother.

Kids don't like me and what happens if my kid don't like me?

I bit down on the inside of my cheek, let me stop thinking so negatively.

I looked at the clock and seen it was 3 in the morning.

Time to take a trip to Walmart.

I threw on a cap and some joggers with a tank top.

I looked at my dad door and sighed, I quickly went to the car and drove to Walmart.

Don't judge by Chris brown came on and I just hummed.

I had to drop out of college, now I have a whole drug business to take care of.

I might be pregnant, I'm not even 18 yet.

I'm being chased down by my crazy ex bestfriend and mother.

My daddy gone, step momma gone.

Everyone is gone.

Except for Lucas,

But now I think about it. Does he even love me? Does he even care? I don't have time to waste, on some nigga that don't even want me.

I parked the car and I jumped out. I brought my hat in front of my face jus Incase I seen anyone.

I got me a big tub of ice cream and some pickles

I jus had a taste of pickles and ice cream.

I payed for my two things and went to the 24/ drug store and bought me 4 pregnancy test.

I drove back home and walked around eating my pickles and ice cream.

Which was pretty good.

I took my pregnancy test right when I got home..

I waited 10 minutes cause I was trying to stall.

But when I grabbed all my courage and picked up the test..

I couldn't believe it.

I was pregnant..

Lucas POV

"Hannah I told you, I don't want you. I got a girlfriend"

"So, that didn't stop you from getting some head from me" she smirked

Hoes these days..

"I A M H A P P I L Y T A K E N.. what does that spell?"

"H..a..p.." she tried to put it all together

" oh naw you a stoopid jawn" I walked away from her.

I just got back from Mc Donald's. And I jus so happened to see her while I was leaving.

I got in my car and drove off. It seems like she finally got what I said. She stumped her boots and stormed to the side of her car.

I got a call from Ly.

"Wassup ma?"

"Lu can you come over? Please?"

I heard her sniffing.

" I was coming over anyways, I'll be there in a sec"

"Ok"

She sniffed one last time and she hung up.

I hurried and sped to her house.

I parked the car and jumped out.

I banged on her door and as soon as she opened up her door, she had pregnancy test in her hand crying.

What?

Anonymous POV

Lucas looked at her like she was crazy.

"I-I'm pregnant" she looked up at him. But he gave her no expression. "Lu Lu? Say something!" She yelled.

"Is it mine?" He asked. Voice barely above a whisper.

"Of course the baby is yours!" She yelled looking at him with disgust. " I don't open my legs for everybody"

" oh? I mean it was pretty easy for me to get in" he said while shrugging.

Ly held her breath. It felt like someone jus punched her in her gut. Why was he saying this to her?

"Lucas it's yours! Stop playing me like I'm a hoe. I only slept with you!"

" nahh fuck all that, you been hoeing"

He threw the food at her and walked back to his car. Before he left he gave her the finger.

Ly Pov

Why was Lucas acting like this when just last week he was talking about having a baby?

Flashback

"Lucas do you see us in the future?"

" Of course mama, a baby n all"

" yea I want a mini me, I'll name him TYRONE"

"Why Tyrone?"

"Cause I know you can always call on Tyroneee"

We started laughing.

"But naw for real, I would want a baby with you."

" really? Me too"

I leaned down and kissed him. That's what I wanted to hear.

End of flashback

But now the time come he wanna leave me.

I called his phone and it took three times for him to answer.

"Y-yea?" He sounded like he was running

" come back please! We need to talk"

"Nah we don't, we done. I know that ain't my kid... shit Hannah!"

He ain't running.. this nigga Fucking!

"Hannah? Who the hell is that Lucas?" I screamed. He didn't even leave my house for a good 15 minutes

"I can't hear you Liyla, I'll speak to you later"

" tell me who that I-"

He hung up on me

Is it really over?

I'm not going to sit around and wait for no man! I'm strong and independent.

I'm not about to chase him. Hell I don't like running anyways.

I rubbed my stomach. It's jus me and you.

I grabbed the food and I picked up the used pregnancy test.

I'm going to live my best life. Without a doubt.

My birthday coming up in two more months, and December going to kill me like a bitch!

to be continued..
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Was Lucas right?

Why Hannah always in the way?

Will Liyla really live her best life?