*This book is currently being completely re-written, the plot, characters etc WILL change. When I began this book, I was 16, it is not a true reflection of my writing now and therefore no more chapters will be added until I have edited the current c...
This chapter gives more of an insight to Esme's anxiety which includes a detailed panic attack scene. If you do not like this content then please skip to the next chapter. Thanks m'lovelies xox
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ESME'S POV
FRIDAY 22nd SEPTEMBER 2017
I was sat on Kyle's bed with a law book open on my lap and he was sat at his desk with a practise exam paper in front of him. "I just don't get that," Kyle groaned and kicked his swivel chair away from the desk in frustration. "I give up for today."
I nodded and watched him getting frustrated when a text popped up on my phone from Wren. 'I'll be at asshole's at 6 x' I had told Kyle that I was studying at Kyle's that night and to just pick me up from there, he didn't ask any questions and just agreed.
I got off of Kyle's bed and saw that the time was 4:30pm meaning that he would be there in an hour and a half. "We can try again tomorrow I guess," I smiled gently and walked out of his bedroom. Kyle and I hadn't spoken about our argument and were just acting like it had never happened which was so strange to me but we got through our study session without any hiccups.
I stepped down the stairs and located Danielle in the kitchen with a dish in her hand which she was washing. "Danielle, is it okay if I go out tonight?"
"Depends where you're going sweetie," she replied kindly.
"Out with my best friend, Wren," I told her honestly.
"Of course! Be back by eleven though because that's when I go to bed and I want to know you're home safe," she smiled and placed the plate on the drying rack. "If you need anything then just call me," she continued.
"Thanks," she was so kind.
I turned around and walked out of the kitchen door which caused me to slam straight into Kyle. "You're actually going on a date with that asshole?" He growled.
I laughed. "No, he's my best friend. Him, Jen and I hang out every Friday but she's busy tonight," I explained myself even though I did not need to.
He watched me closely. "So if it's just a chilled hangout then can I come?" He asked with a smirk.
"I don't see why not," I shot back at him.
"Fine."
I texted Wren that Kyle would be joining us and even though he wasn't too happy he said that Jenna was also free and so we could all go together. I knew that he had begged her to come though because he didn't want to be alone with Kyle at all. After that was sorted I got myself ready with some light make up and a cute outfit which was some ripped jeans and a white blouse.
