[Yoongi FF] Hold Me

Part 1 : Same?

Hey guys! My name is y/n. i don't know what to say now, but... let's start from my first day. so, i love to made some lyrics, and i already have my own music. but i didn't share to many people, i made it for my self. for your information, i live alone at my apartment. my parents was divorce 5years ago. well yeah, i live alone since i was 15 years old. but guees what, my parents still give me some money for month, yeah they still care about me, but i don't want to live with any of them, cause if i live with any of them i will leave this my lovely country. Seoul. well, i think this time to go, i have to meet my bestfriend, they live near at my apartment.... OKAY OKAY IT'S DONE, I HAVE TO GO!!.

Day 1

"where are they...?" i keep dialing my bestfriend number, i guees he'd silent his phone. GREAT DUMBER!
"OH MY GOD....IS THIS REALLY MY UNICORN?!!"
yes, it was him.
"yah you cutterboard!! what did you take so long ?!! AHH I MISS YOU!!" then we hugged eachother
"hehe i'm sorry, i've been waiting my another friend, he's from my work place. but i think he was gone, hmm maybe he was in the toilet" he said while searching someone
"okay, well Jin, how are you? how are your parents? and your dog? and your sugarglider? did your cooking skill still same like before? ahh i'm hungry right now. wait where's namjoon? did u told him to meet us today? AHHH JIN!!"
Jin flicked my forehead, he always do that if i talk to much, but why not? i missed them so much HUHU.
"your not changed a little bit. i'm fine thank you, they fine to, and they went to vacation 1 month to Japan, my dog died 2months ago, my little child still alive and healty, and of course my food still delicous like before, and i know u miss my cook. and namjoon is behind you right now....."
i immediatly turn around.
WELL DUUHHH WHEN HE ARRIVED HERE?!!
" GOD NAMJOON!!! YOU SCARED ME!!" my reflex slap his chest
"awww i miss you too my whale" he squished my face
"hyaah...sthob phittt...mhyy phreciouss fhaceess"
"hey Jin, where is your friend? didn't he with you?"
"yeah i think he's in the toilet, we can wait him here" Jin was called his friend
"okay then....HAHAHAHAHAHA Y/N!! YOU LOOK LIKE NEMO!!" seriously, i hate him when he squish my face until he say that i look like Nemo...
"NAMJOON CAN YOU PLEASE LET YOUR HAND OFF MY FACEE!!"
"your too cute!! can i take you home?" what?what happen with his voice...he didn't look cute when he talk like a 5years old boy
"AISHH JINJJA THIS KID!!"
"oh, he's here. YOONGI-AH!" Jin was wave his hand on the air. i think his friend already walk here.
"so Yoongi, this is my bestfriend, Y/N and Namjoon.. guys, this is my work friend, Yoongi.."
"hellow, i'hmm Y/N.. GOD THIS KID GET OFF MEE!!" i was strugle to introduce my self..
"hi dude i'm Namjoon.. HAHAHAHA NOO" then Namjoon bow to him, so i did to with Namjoo hand on my face. YEAH, STILL ON MY FACE..
"yah Namjoon-ah, get off her... OH WAIT I HAVE TO TAKE A PICTURE OF HER! HOLD ON Y/N"
"WHAATT?!! YOU GUYS ARE SO DEAD!! JIN NOO PLEASE!!"
*crack* *crack*
"okay you can free now" he look the picture then he trying to hold his laugh
"cause you are my bestfriend, so i let you get my ugly Nemo face on your phone" i looked away with my crossed arms

"*chuckles* cute..."

hm?who say that?they never say that i'm cute...
then i look over to Yoongi
why did he smile by him self?
OH NO..DID HE SEE MY PICTURE?!!
ARGHH I'M DONE NOW, THEY'RE SO DEAD TODAY!!
"Y/N are you okay? let's go now!" Namjoon shouted while they start to walk to the restaurant
"y-yeah..yeah, wait for me!" then i walk fast to them

*at the restaurant*
"good afternoon, can i help you?" the waiters stand at our table
soon enough, Jin and Namjoon pick the menu to the waiters.
"alright, i'll be right back" the waiters leave our table
"soo....how are you guys?"
"i'm good,great,perfect,and handsome" Jin spoke with his confidence
"i'm fine, and you? i heard that you made some music, is that true Y/N?" Namjoon ask
"yeah that's right, but i didn't shared out my music" i said while i looked down at the table
there was silence for a second

"why? isn't it that good?" Jin asked me worried
"hm? no..it because...you know..my life..mom,dad,me..well my self..i don't know" i layed my head on the table

"i'd like to hear your music"

i immediatly stood my head up to face Yoongi
"what.did.you.say.." i ask with my blank face
"i want to hear your music"
"ohhh no no no, you'll be stressed out when you heard my music..." my face litteraly red and panic
"guees what, my life is horrible same like yours, i composed some music too, and i made it because my life was terrible, there's alot of heartbroken, depression, stress, and swearing word." he talk while looking at my eyes
"oh.. i'm sorry to hear that"
"so...i will hear the music that you made it, don't worry i won't judge. i just want to hear it" he said with his sweet smile
"but..."
"no but, okay? thank you.." Yoongi said while take the plate from the waiters who already served the food
"alright..." i said with low voice..
"OKAAAY LET'S EAT FELLAS!!" Jin and Namjoon shouted when they start to eat
and of course, all the people looking at our table because this two dumber
"i will eat you two after this" i said with my mouth full of rice
"*cough* WHAT!!" gosh why they have to say that loud
"*slap their back head* shut up dumber, you really want me to eat you?!"
"hm..sorry Y/N" they start eating slowly
"look like i already have 2 kids who was same age with me"

then we all eat untill we're finished

and after that, we get out from the restaurant. then walk to the nearest place to chill and take the fresh air.
we sat on the grass, while Namjoon, me, Yoongi, Jin stare at the night sky
"*yawn* i think i'm gonna sleep here" Jin said while straching his hand
"then i will leave you here alone"
"you're so mean to me Y/N" he laid his body to the grass and close his eyes
"*chuckles* how can i leave my only bestfriend at here" i was whisper to my self, but Yoongi heard what i say
"you love your bestfriend, didn't you?" he ask looking at me
"so much, i only have them in my life, maybe they always do the stupid things, but that's the only thing that i can laugh about, they like my brothers to me, and we already promise that we can't falling inlove with eachother, cause i don't wan't to be in relationship with my bestfriend, it feels weird. sometimes, i'll cry for them, cause i'm so thankfull to have a bestfriend like them. what will my life do if i didn't met them before, i will be a lonely girl who only stay at my bedroom." i look at Namjoon and Jin who laid his body on the grass close their eyes
"i can't describe why i love them so much" i smile while my eyes get watery
"you can cry on me"
"aish no i'm not, it's not the right time to cry for them. i just feel touched when i tell about them that how much i'm so greatfull to have them with anybody. you know what i mean right?"

"i know you well" he smile

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