I'm Not Myself (Rochu)

Red Ribbion

India P.O.V

I was on my way back to Russia's house and on my way, I walked into someone sending them down to the ground

"Sorry, I didn't see you there!" I helped the lady up, she wore a dark red robe a hood covered her eyes as her head hung low

"I-I'm so sorry aru!" she bowed

Aru...

She said...

I snapped out of my head as she walked away...strange....

I knocked on the door to find Russia looking...er...umm....ok?

"How are you today Russia?" I asked

"What do you think?" he asked

"I was only asking! Don't need to be rude!"

"Say did you get a new neighbour?" I asked

"Neighbour?" he repeated

"Yeah a lady walked by and I haven't seen her before,"

"You don't live here India, how are you going to know?" he asked

"Is it me but you kinda sound like America, the way you talk, what happened to Russia?" I asked

"His dead..." he replied as he narrowed his eyes

"Can you at lest brigthen up?" I asked

"And why would I do that?"

"Russia go and take a hike!" I pushed him out the door

"And don't come back until you have changed that mood!" And with that I closed the door

Russia P.O.V

Did I just get kicked out of my own house?

Whatever I don't really give a fuck...

I began walking down my street with my hands in my poket as I snuggled into my scarf...

My eyes never left the ground, who ever I bumped into I dont really care or know...

Suddenly a voice came to my ears...

A warm and soft and smoothing voice....

China!

Buts he's dead....isn't he?

I turned to my left to see a mother and a child....

See told you China isn't here...

I walked away...

Suddenly a red ribbon came to the conor of my eye, i turned to my right, an ally way and at the end of the ally way the ribbon waited for me....

I walked towards the ribbon wanting to pick it up but it flew out of my reach, turning to my left the ribbon appeared once again...

I followed the ribbon for about an hour or so and I don't have my phone with me so...I'm defiantly getting yelled at by India...

Oh well...

I ran after the ribbon for once i am putting enaryg into it

I ran and ran after it stretching my hand out to grab it but it fell onto the ground like someone just dropped it, I caught it before it touched the ground

It's made from silk...

"Ayia!! Your not coming home again aru!"

A voice came to my ears

"No, aru...no ones coming home...sorry aru....I just wanted someone to come home...yes aru...sorry..."

"I know aru...well then see you soon aru..."

They hung up

"I love you aru..." they mumbaled

Aru?

Red ribbon?

Is this?