Klance | Oneshots

Panic | Anxious Keith Au

I just want to take a moment before I begin this oneshot, to talk about my uploading schedule:

These are the next oneshots I have ready to go, titles and plots all made and written. However, here's the thing.

When someone makes a request, I add it onto my list. My list which contains my own ideas, and your own ideas. My ideas, if written before the requests, come first.

So if you don't see, or if your request hasn't been written yet, it's because my own idea or someone else's request comes before yours, ok?

Thank you for understanding.

*add on-*

The BTS festa starts soon, depending on when I upload this it could already of started—so I may not upload until, June 14th.

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Also for those of you who wanted a Change Epilogue, you have something to look forward to.

[ This oneshot is currently unedited, so do not comment my grammatical errors, thank you. ]

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pan·ic at·tackˈpanik əˌtak/nounplural noun: panic attacksa sudden feeling of acute and disabling anxiety.

anx·i·e·tyaNGˈzīədē/nounnoun: anxiety; plural noun: anxietiesa feeling of worry, nervousness, or unease, typically about an imminent event or something with an uncertain outcome.

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For as long as Keith has been alive, he swears that he's had anxiety.

And he swears this, despite showing any symptoms.

He swears this, because it runs in his family; his mother has it and his brother has it, so by default he must have it as well. That's how it must of worked, right?

That's how it worked in his mind, and no matter what anyone said that'd be how he perceived the mental illness which plagues every day people. Just not Keith.

At least, not yet.

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As Keith walks through the park hand in hand with his boyfriend, Lance McClain, he can't help but gush over his favorite Kpop's group song. "I'm telling you Good Evening by SHINee brings tears to my eyes whenever I listen to it. Minho is such a bias wrecker." And even though Lance doesn't listen or find Kpop interesting, he can't but smile at his boyfriends puffed out cheeks.

"Right, right, Minho is a bias wrecker--but so is some Key guy?" Lance adds, which earns him a happy nod from his significant other. "Yes! You're finally learning Lance." His boyfriends coos, and the brunette can't help but smile at how happy Keith looks.

If they could go one day without Keith mentioning--

"I think I had a panic attack last night." He says under his breath, because he knows what Lance will say. "Are you sure? Maybe this comeback? That's what its called right? Maybe it just shocked you." The taller brunette reassures, holding onto Keith's hand a little tighter. "I don't think that's the case. I mean, maybe for BTS' comeback--" "Keith I don't think it was an anxiety attack. I've had anxiety attacks before--and its the worst feeling in the world. It's like your mind and body are in this never ending fight. When you have an attack, you'll know." "Aren't anxiety attacks different for every person—"