Upside Down

Lonely

No one likes dealing with depressed people
So when they leave
You know that
They don't care
That your too burdensome

But I keeping hoping that someone would come
Lift me up
Hold me
Save me
From myself

But they don't notice me
Because they don't know me

I'm just a pebble on this road of life
Getting kicked
Thrown out

But still I hope

I realize
That there is nothing wrong with hoping

Everyday I change
But it's not a good change

Don't come near me
I don't want to infect you
With whatever I'm suffering

Everyday people fight to live
But living a life
Where no one loves you enough
Where no one notices you
Isn't worth fighting for

So I stop fighting
I stop hoping
The alley is too long
Too dark
The light is fading away

The days fade away
I curl up onto my side
Turning my back
Away from the world
Wanting to hide
Wanting to forget

But it's too late
The injury has been inflected
The scares show
I want them to heal
But they are in too deep

I'm in too deep
I'm sinking
I forgot how to swim

Someone help me
Save me