They think
That they gave me everythingBut I never asked for anything
I never wanted itI never wanted it
All I want
Is to be able to do what I wantI'm trapped in here
I try to escape
I try to fly away
But it feels like I'm drowning
I forgot how to swimI forgot how to fly
Tied up
Trying to break free
Only to hurt myself again
The ropes are too strongI can't take it anymore
Tossing and turning
Turning my back
Against the world
But forced to face it again
Only to see the darknessThe light keeps fading away
Fears creep in
Trying to get ahold of myself
Only to loose the fightFeeling bitter about it
I think
I'm finally losing it
I give upI scream at my disjointed memories
To get themselves to together
To get ahold of themselves
Only to lose againI give up
Feeling locked in
I give upI never learned how to turn pain into joy
I ask myself again and again
How do I do it?
But they are left unansweredIf I endure it
Will it end?
Will it get better?
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PoetryRanked #40 in poetry I want people out there to know that they aren't alone...that they can share what they're going through with others. These are few of the poems which i have written.