Not being able
To do things by myself
Not being able
To make decisions by myselfNot being able
To walk on the roads freely
Not being able
To dress up like I want to freelyRegretting everything
Wanting to run away
Regretting this life
Wanting to screamAlways in a state of delirium
The regret not leaving my body
Trying hard to make things work
Only to end up regrettingNo, life isn't a paragon
But it shouldn't be
Full of regrets either
That kind of life isn't worth livingI keep telling myself
"Only one more day"....
But every day is the same
Screaming at myself, lying to myselfThis is not
How it's supposed to be
Not wanting this life
Asking myself to wake upTrying to change things
Only to get stuck
I try asking for help
Only to find no oneFear takes over
That one day
I'll regret ever living
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PoetryRanked #40 in poetry I want people out there to know that they aren't alone...that they can share what they're going through with others. These are few of the poems which i have written.