Working hard
For something I don't want to
Working hard
For something that doesn't make me happy
I find myself
Crying more than I used to
I find myself
Hiding from others, concealing the tears
The dreams that I dreamed
Slowly fading away
The steps that I climbed
Slowing crumbling down
Finding myself
On the crossroads
Unable to choose the path
Ending up choosing the wrong one
I find myself
At a dead end
There's no way back
So I try to climb up the wall
Something seems to be
Pushing me down
Every time I climb up
I realize, it's my fear
This path
Instead of bringing me happiness
Only brings me agony
And desperately, I try to hold on to my dreams
Perhaps, if I held onto it a little longer
It wouldn't have been the same
If I didn't let it go
I wouldn't have been here
And I realize
That it's all my fault
That I wasn't able to express myself
I wasn't able to voice out my thoughts
The comforting hands
Slowly being replaced
By harsh words
Everything's changing
None of the decisions
I made seem right
They only mock me
And I let them get a hold of me
My thoughts
Always the same
Wanting a change
I find myself facing death
And I find it intriguing
A different thought at last
Finally a change
I let it take over my mind........
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PoetryRanked #40 in poetry I want people out there to know that they aren't alone...that they can share what they're going through with others. These are few of the poems which i have written.
