My Life

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Dedicated to BeynAnViL

Waking up in the morning
In a state of delirium
Not a paragon
That you expect

Feeling apathetic
I dress up
But remembering the judging eyes
The asphyxia invades me

People are like asps
Their words small
But poisonous
For which there is no assuage

Feeling my lungs closing in
Making me feel like
I'm suffering from asbestosis
Asking to be put out of this agony

I'm sure that
This is not how you must've imagined
Me to start my day
But I won't give you a chance to demur

I have realized by now
That people
Don't welcome you with a diadem
And I've come to accept it

Feeling disconsolate
I put on a poker face
And try to solve
My conflicting thoughts

Doodling away
In my notes
Not paying attention
Feeling this great urge to scream

The time passes by
And it's the end of the day
Feeling numb
To the world, I walk away

Tormenting myself
Day after day
And the days to come
Waiting for the doomsday

Listening to people
Drivel on and on
Drone on and on
I doze off

This kind of life
I never wish to live again
Wanting out of it
I scream, I cry out

I wake up again
Only to face the same
Instinct takes over
And the days continue to pass by....

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